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need to rest my soul n my brain... need to set resolution for the coming year. bye~

无题

改变了？

庾澄慶 - 想你，醒在00：03

别说不可能　有天若你去爱别人
我的心会恨　这回忆会困我一生
爱是荒唐的缘份　圈住矛盾的恋人
不是发闷的想逃　就是发疯的沉沦

想你　醒在午夜零点零三分
你会去哪里　和怎样的人
像一支风筝　扯断线飞奔　我不管我可不可能

想你　醒在午夜零点零三分
距离昨天　只一首歌时分
情歌情多深　唱到思念都伤人

有太多感觉　不是完美就是破碎
眼眶里的泪　不够深不会轻易坠
梦是现实的陶醉　谁都无权力了解
这是你我的世界　不必理会谁说是非

single WORD

Din even know a word really hurts tat much until i see it, feel it... A single word that i dun even know do u really meant it or just accidentally say it out. Words that even sharper than knife, pierce into my heart. All i can feel now is the pain from the bottom of my heart. Blood will keep dripping till the heart stop beating and dies~

原点

我看见人类在这世界是多么渺小，更看见自己是多么的无能为力。人生就是如此，兜兜转转还是回到了原点……

事与愿违

很多事情来得总在不对的时候，学习着去接受这一切；一切的错过和回忆。有很多事以前很想做但能力不允许，到现在有能力时却和以前的不一样了。就是这样，想的事情都是和期望想看到的结果是有一段的差距的。身边的朋友都在改变，变得无理取闹，变得糊里糊涂，做的跟之前讲的都不一样。之前说得怎么斩钉截铁，到现在反而是变本加厉，结果受伤的还是自己。

真的不可以跟着感觉走，再这样走下去只会迷失了自己……

Maybe~

it's just the matter of timing? Not in good mood

Something

Seems like my job is now marching into another stage, i've already start working alone after the 2 months of following my seniors. This few days working at alot places include klang, kajang, Taman Tun, and alot other places around kl area.

Office got 7 engineers include me, but 2 ppl went outstation left 5 in the office. Means we 5 ppl need to handle 7 ppl's job, workload started to get heavier. Luckily i'm not those tat stay in office to wait complaints come. (onli pro do this kinda job) I'm the lucky 1 tat doing installations, and some basic de routine services. Sumtimes i do get some job tat is total new for me. Without my HP and my laptop's notes i really will hang myself. Luckily got ppl to call and ask if i faced problems.

So far... the workload will only start to get back to normal after the mid of Dec. The weather is bad or to say extremely bad this few weeks. Always get wet in the rain when go client site, (lazy take umbrella) then sit in aircond room for around few hours then get wet again after work. Every morning i have to drag my body up to office.

Today is the worst day, i forgot to set my alarm end up 830 onli wake up. Then rush to office to meet colleague to have our breakfast as usual. After working i notice breakfast is a must before start working. If tat particular day i din have my breakfast i surely won't have the motivation or the will to work. BREAKFAST ROCKS!!!

Will continue my learning process by doing it practically. More sites alone = more experience gained!

Doing work alone!

Today morning my colleague ask me to go over a client site alone to do sumthing tat should be easy. I traveled over n start calling my colleague about how to do the work n confirm the method of doing it. After the work, i feel so happy cos this is my 1st job doing alone. Luckily no ppl complaint about the job and i think i did it quite fast just need to practice more to improve on the speed of my work.

2morow i'll go over Banting Jugra to start setting up my "baby". Gonna be a hard day i think. I'll try my best to finish all of them in 1 day hopefully. I really need to catch up my work and programming faster d, need to handle more complaints in the future. 2morow will be a super bz day for me, after the work in Banting need to go MV then after MV mayb need to go Cheras. Die hard!

After start working i found myself is getting more EMO but won't hold long. Mayb getting old and more stuffs to take care. No time for me to handle this kinda feeling issue. LOL

***Some people just not using their brain that their mom give them while birth! Stop bothering people tat should not be doing ur work! DO IT URSELF or else dun ever question how, when, where people will do it for u! I'm not born to do ur work while i'm not gaining any advantage over the work!***

Michael Jackson - Man in the Mirror

麦克杰逊的改变世界从自己做起！《镜子里的人》绝对是十大大爱曲目之一，改变自己让世界变得更美好。正如我学长所说的：“不要尝试改变别人来迁就自己，试着改变自己来迎合别人”。

这个星期看完麦克的演唱会彩排(THIS IS IT)才感觉原来还有50岁的人可以又唱又跳。第一次看到这么投入在表演的人，讲究着每个音符、编曲。

整个演唱会的彩排，唯一美中不足的可能就是他的月球漫步没有发挥得淋漓尽致。可能是在养精蓄锐，打算在真正演唱会才拿出来吓人的吧~

这两首也是很棒的歌。歌词特别触动人心！

《Heal the World》

heal the world make it a better place, for you and for me and the entire human race

《Earth Song》

what about us!

R.I.P. MJ!

Sick soon?

Chest n back is aching. Body get very warm, abit dizzy. Feel like gonna sick soon... Will sleep early today.

选择自己所爱，爱自己所选择

选择了我的工作，至今没有后悔。只是有时候会想起自己怎么会选读资讯工艺，其实我真得喜欢的科目是数学和电子。但是，现在我的工作跟电子却息息相关。人说男人怕入错行，女人怕嫁错郎真的没错！

我很享受我现在的生活，至少没有再摊大手扳跟父母要钱了。现在的生活不算特别好，但是至少自供自足。最近又老了一岁，脑袋里想的真的和以前不一样了，不想再浪费时间，浪费每一分一秒。在24岁的生日许下了要努力工作，尽快考到Alcatel的证书，要在12月之前“下山”开始一个人工作！

以前的自己真的玩太多了，开始要为自己的前途着想，身边还没毕业的朋友要加油，毕业了的要想想自己的前途。最重要找到自己有兴趣的工作，不要想天下会有不劳而获的事，每一步都会留下一个脚印，见证自己的每一个选择！我自己也在努力着，加油吧朋友！

郁音绕梁

郁可唯天生的歌者！从第一次听见她在超级女声所唱的《如果云知道》就已经为她的歌声吸引着。《如果云知道》已经成了郁可唯在超级女声的代表作。一流的唱功，一流的声线！期待着每个超女的专集……喜欢好听的声音的人都应该拥有的一张专辑！

失眠的夜晚

最近失眠常常困扰着我，每次在夜深人静的时候总是无法入睡。身体确实很累，但就是睡不着，一点睡意都没有。现在已经是1252了……这个月已经是第二次了！

昨天听了一首歌，张靓颖的《画心》电影《画皮》的主题曲。很喜欢这首歌的歌词，不知不觉开始喜欢上中国歌手的歌。从以前的韩红，张靓颖到现在的郁可唯和黄英。他们的歌可以说没那么脍炙人口，但是就是可以让我反复地听很多很多遍都觉得不够。

开始对某些事情有着过度的期待，每天都在发白日梦。幻想着全部美好的事情都会降临在我身上，结果每次回到现实生活总是和想象的全然不同。咳！除了一声叹息也没有什么可以表达我现在的心情。

ME!

ME

My job:

zzz not feel like in the right mode this few days, the job i handle at Pudu bothering me too much! Always finding ppl to talk to but sadly no ppl replied. Haih...

worst come to worst, there is another big project start running next week. Sure is a super duper busy week next week. I understand this is the so called "working" life that i must get use to it.

My complaints:

Hope ppl around will start understand me, sumtimes msges that are not related to me and i don't really care is VERY annoying! Stop forwarding msges and wrong use the group channel inside MSN and also the conference in YM. U do not need to message the whole world that don't really care about wat's happening around u and do not relevant to the third party.

My thought:

So another 9 days+ it will end my 23rd year. Some pre-wishes b4 the day come.

1) Hope can gain weight till 62kg.

2) Hope can perform well in my current job

3) Hope can spare sumtime for gym session

4) Hope my every single dream comes true! LOL!!!!

So i expect some divers saw this post... and know wat's happening next, and wat shall "divers" do next ya! So end of story!

有些事 一转身就是一辈子

有些人一直没机会见，等有机会见了，却又犹豫了，相见不如不见。

有些事一直没机会做，等有机会了，却不想再做了。

有些话埋藏在心中好久，没机会说，等有机会说的时候，却说不出口了。

有些爱一直没机会爱，等有机会了，已经不爱了。

有些人很多机会相见的，却总找借口推脱，想见的时候已经没机会了。

有些话有很多机会说的，却想着以后再说，要说的时候，已经没机会了。

有些事有很多机会做的，却一天一天推迟，想做的时候却发现没机会了。

有些爱给了你很多机会，却不在意没在乎，想重视的时候已经没机会爱了。

人生有时候，总是很讽刺。

一转身可能就是一世。

说好永远的，不知怎么就散了。最后自己想来想去竟然也搞不清当初是什么原因分开彼此的。然后，你忽然醒悟，感情原来是这么脆弱的。经得起风雨，却经不起平凡；本来风雨同舟，天晴便各自散了。也许只是赌气，也许只是因为小小的事。幻想着和好的甜蜜，或重逢时的拥抱，那个时候会是边流泪边捶打对方，还傻笑着。该是多美的画面。

没想到的是，一别竟是一辈子了。

于是，各有各的生活，各自爱着别的人。曾经相爱，现在已互不相干。

即使在同一城市，也不曾再相逢。某一天某一刻，走在同一条路上，也看不见对方。先是感叹，后来是无奈。

也许你很幸福，因为找到另一个适合自己的人。

也许你不幸福，因为可能你这一生就只有那个人真正用心在你身上。

很久很久，没有对方的消息，也不再想起这个人，也不想再想起这些事了。

Work is FUN!

Today almost whole day i'm playing with a call billing system and an alcatel OXE 4400 machine. During lunch time we 4 engineer went out eat and start complaining about our problems and making some joke. Then our "dai ko"'s (HoD) come out join us lunch. Actually we already finished our lunch but we still wait for them sambil steal bone.

Then 2 very gorgeous lady aged around 24+ come to the cafeteria with few people. Then 1 of my HoD start eyeing on her and whisper to us... "nah! this is leng lui lar". Then 1 of my colleague make a joke and tell us. “靓女，你有笔吗？” if she say GOT then follow by “可以给我你的电话号码吗？” if she say NO then we can say “不要紧，我有，可以给我你的电话号码吗？”. Then we all already laughing like !@#$%^&*. Then one of the HoD came back from answering a call and ask what we all laughing at? Then my HoD repeat what my colleague say VERY LOUD “靓女，你有笔吗？” if she say GOT then follow by “可以给我你的电话号码吗？” if she say NO then we can say “不要紧，我有，可以给我你的电话号码吗？”

We all laughed like nobody care and suddenly the one of the lady came to our table and asked... “卫生纸还有用吗？”. Then the HoD answers “没有，没有，还以为你要过来借笔”. ROFL!!!!

Super funny HoD!

Stories of WORK, n pre-birthday thought

I've learned a few phrase in my company:-

1. Oi gam meh? (cantonese)

2. Anything working don't touch

3. Fast fast finish it and close it dun let ppl see

So far this week my work is still consider okay for me... just i need to drive more to get the mileage for my claim next month. Hoping to work alone so i'll learn faster.

Since this week there is another issue is bothering me so much. Can't concentrate during my work and I've been thinking of it quite often since it is surfaced. Hope that the "lines" really comes true after 2 weeks later.

Gonna have my birthday soon, looking forward that i can pass it in a special way instead of the usual way for 23 years. Guess that i really like to HOPE too much... Dream will comes true on the day when it is the DAY!

It's only Thursday tomorrow, 8/10/2009 still got another 23 days to go until the end of October. Continue your work and stop picturing your brain around. Work work...

无题

我的朋友说我是“劳碌命”。因为我回到芙蓉整天都在投诉很闷……连他们都顶不顺我了。呵呵

回到芙蓉基本上都是睡觉。其中一天我早上0430睡0630醒，接着0730睡1100醒，接着1500睡1630醒，接着1730睡2100醒，接着0200又睡。简直就是乱来睡！其实，因为我的爸妈去了台湾，然后家里有没有人所以我才可以这么乱来 :D

在芙蓉，很多时候我不是对着电脑，就是对着枕头。家里又没人，想找个人来讲话都难。真得很矛盾，做工的时候想着放假，放假的时候却又想着做工。很想回去公司，最少还有几台伺服器可以任由我玩。希望可以来得及在过年时拿到花红，然后才有钱去台湾旅行。

下个星期，我应该是没回来芙蓉了，因为星期六要上班，星期天约了朋友去爬水晶山。除非有什么特别的变数吧。

GOD (Good Old Days)

小学的我是个顽皮的捣蛋，是校长室的常客。我的英雄事迹包括：-

• 在班上丢粉笔
• 敲学校的钟
• 没交功课
• 弄哭女生
• 下课时离开学校去买零食
• 还有很多很多

很想念小学的时候，每逢下课。pepsi cola 123，打弹珠，追追，飞机跳跳，面包跳跳。（还有一个在沙地画格子然后分两队，一对要挡另外一对从一端跑到另外一端）忘了叫什么。小学的时光，已经过去剩下的只有回忆。

花的话

别忘了她 这样看着我说
她想到天涯 去看看 去走走
那是在三月 花儿正盛开的时候
要她不走 那时真难开口

世界很大 你不要去太久
我说 外面的路难走 人心险恶
要是说在外 若有不如意的时候
三月的花 想想他们吧

三月花 花有话 是我心里那些话
她是我无怨无悔甘心付出一生的牵挂
三月花 花的话 是我心里那些话
我在这花开的地方等你 回家

这世界很大 你不要去太久
我说 外面的路难走 人心险恶
要是说在外 若有不如意的时候
三月的花 想想他们吧

三月花 花有话 是我心里那些话
他是我无怨无悔甘心付出一生的牵挂
三月花 花的话 是我心里那些话
我在这花开的地方等你 嘿嘿

三月花 花有话 是我心里那些话
他是我无怨无悔甘心付出一生的牵挂
三月花 花的话 是我心里那些话
我在你出发的地方等你
我在这花开的地方等你 回家

It Bleeds

Wound bleeding... Just like usual.

The only thing different is there are no plaster to stick on the wounds. End up leave it like tat... Until i finish work n wash hand i onli notice my palm, fingers, hand, arm all being cut by the metal case when i was arranging the wire n the cables.

I've been working in a very bad environment this few days. No aircond, no window, freaking hot sauna. I think i'll lose alot fat this few days. Another few days to spend in the environment until the installation of the hardware ends.

I missed the server room n the office air conditioner! Hope the cuts on my hand will get well soon. Or to say... i need to be more careful in the future to avoid the cuts? I've been dem careless on in the installation n everything. Gonna focus more n avoiding attraction from others.

Hope my hand get well soon. ***friend say plaster will make the cuts get worst

Radiant 1st week

woot... I like my job! feel good...

1st week learn alot bout philips n alcatel de servers. Travel alot this few days. My head of Department gave me 2 laptops to choose, a new laptop bag. Then on friday, my HoD gave me all the tools it's around 800 bucks in total and asked me go buy screwdrivers, spannars, n pliers. Gonna claim all the bills later.

next week gonna learn more n i need to buy a book to record down all the important codes n notes. the book will become my BIBLE in the future!

radiant

This is the company I working currently, I quite like the working environment so far. Can learn alot electrical de things, Electrical & Electronic is the field i wish to study, but no ppl wan take me in.

1st working day... STUDY manual plus go client SITE then STUDY again!

2nd working day... test OXO server quite a new thing for me to arrange the extensions and play around with the server then went out client SITE again learned alot today.

3rd working day... heard my HOD say i need to go client site for installation. Hope can pick up all the servers as soon as possible.

Alcatel, Philips... I going to pawn u both!

仙剑3 aka PAL3 in the town

仙剑3 will catch anyone's attention, after 2 days+ of 仙剑ing or we PALing... end up this is the most funny msg of all. + there are alot technologies using in the old old days, which is LCD, recorder, FLYING ship, transport item through gateway, GPS, walkie talkie ROFL alot more items to laugh at... NO regret movie nice story + actors!

张芸京 - 偏爱

张芸京 - 偏爱

把昨天都作废 现在你在我眼前
我想爱 请给我机会
如果我错了也承担 认定你就是答案
我不怕谁嘲笑我极端

相信自己的直觉
顽固的仍不喊累
爱上你 我不撤退

我说过 我不闪躲 我非要这麽做
讲不听也偏要爱 更努力爱 让你明白
没有别条路能走 你决定要不要陪我

讲不听偏爱 看我感觉爱
等你的依赖 对你偏爱
痛也很愉快
等你的依赖

不后悔 有把握 我不闪躲 我非要这麽做
讲不听也偏要爱 更努力爱 让你明白
没有别条路能走 你决定要不要陪我
讲不听偏爱 看我感觉爱
等你的依赖 对你偏爱
痛也很愉快

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在48小时里看完37集的仙剑奇侠传三，然后就开始找它的原声带。我最爱的一首歌……很喜欢仙剑的剧集，从仙剑一到现在的仙剑三。超级棒的原声带！痛也很愉快！！

10 things I hate about you

Suddenly remind me about a movie, a very touching movie. The poem inside the movie will melt everyone!

I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car, I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big, dumb combat boots and the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick — It even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you're always right. I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh — Even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it that you're not around. And the fact that you didn't call.
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you — Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.

Wish to tell u

Wish to tell you that I trying my best,

wish to tell you that I changing myself,

wish to tell you that what's happening around me,

but wat I wish to tell u most is be happy and I'll always be around when you need me.

Tagged by Vivian

遊戲規則：1、被點名的人在我空間將這篇文章轉載到自己空間中，然後在編輯， 刪去我的答案，要在自己的Q空間裡寫下自己的答案，然後傳給其他人， 列出個需要回答問題的人的名字，通知對方被點名了， 被點名者不得拒絕回答問題，完成遊戲的人將會永遠得到大家的祝福。2 、這個人要在自己的Q空間裡註明是從哪裡接到問題的， 並且再想一個題目傳給其他個人，讓幸福的遊戲繼續下去。3 、不能回傳，否則犯規！4 、被點到名字的人將得到大家的祝福，並且所有的美麗願望都會在不久後實現。5、請點10個朋友, 不准不點，點完後請通知那10個老朋友他們被點！T

★.PART ONE

Q01、你的大名？★ 苏俊彰

Q02、你認為什麼才算是真正幸福？★ 和喜欢的人在一起

Q03、你們覺得友情重要還是愛情重要，為什麼？★ 爱情，因为有些事情朋友是不会了解的

Q04、你相信天長地久嗎？★ 相信

Q05、你現在過得快樂麼？★ 不快乐

Q06、如果有秘密，你真的會做到坦白的告訴對方嗎？★ 不会

Q07、喜歡小Baby嗎？★ 还好

Q08、覺得友情是永遠的麼？★ 是

Q09、希望自己多大結婚？★ 卅二之前

Q10、你會為他做自己從來不會做的事情？★ 会

Q11、你覺得女生捲髮好還是直發好？★ 直发

Q12、最想去哪裡旅遊？★ 挪威

Q13、一輩子都不會忘記的事？★ 中学的时光

Q14、如果愛一個人，是不是要拼命挽回他？ ★ 不是

Q15、看到天空你想起的第一個人是誰？★ 自己

Q16、你會愛他一輩子麼？★ 会

Q17、喜歡你的人和你喜歡的人，你會選哪個？★ 我喜欢的人

Q18、你會以何種方式表現你對他（她）的愛？★ 守候

Q19、如果看到自己最愛的人熟睡在你面前你會做什麼？抱著他？★ 静静的看着她

Q20、如果你想痛扁一個人，你希望那個人是？★ 不知道，但是肯定那个人会死吧……

Q21、你會後悔過自己的決定嗎？★ 有时

Q22、現在最迷什麼？★ 爬山

Q23、你是好孩子嗎？★ 不是

Q24、覺得愛情和麵包哪個重要？★ 面包

Q25、如果你失戀了你會怎麼樣？★ 自闭

Q26、如果你的BF（GF）經常不回家的話，你會怎樣？★ “等下送你回家”

Q27、现在给你勇气，你最想做些什么事？★ 找工

★.PART TWO

Q01、是誰傳給你這份問卷的?★ Vivian Choo

Q02、你們認識多久呢？★ 忘记了

Q03、TA對你來說重要嗎？★ 重要

Q04、你與TA的關係是？★ 朋友

Q05、請問TA的興趣是？★ msn dota?

Q06、你覺得TA的個性如何？★ Notti

Q07、TA在你心目中是幾分？★ 70%

Q08、睡覺前第一件事？開風扇？喝水？★ 管电脑屏幕

Q09、你的偶像？★ 张惠妹

Q10、你喜歡的季節？★ 秋天

Q11、你打工麼？★ 打过

Q12、打工次數？★ 不少

Q13、你想去的國家？★ 挪威，问过了！

Q14、你討厭什麼樣的個性？★ 车大炮

Q15、你會抽煙麼？★ 曾经

Q16、你會喝酒麼？★ 不常

Q17、你常哭麼？★ 不

Q18、你常笑麼？★ 恩

Q19、你喜歡去哪玩？★ 哪里都可以

Q20、去玩時喜歡自己一個人去麼？★ 有时

Q21、是假日時你都睡到幾點？★ 中午

Q22、今天的天氣是？★ 闷热

Q23、你們知道最遠的距離是什麽嗎？★ 你在我面前，却不知道我爱你？

★.PART THREE

Q1、我的BGM好听么？★ 没听完过

Q2、你的皮包里有什么说说吧★ 现金，卡片，证件

Q3、你生命中最重要的人是？★ 家人

Q4、啥东西是你喜欢吃的呀？★ 好吃的

Q5、现在有喜欢的人吗？★ 应该是没有

Q6、你還喜歡他(她)嗎?★ 恩

Q7、你觉得我坏吗？★ Vivian 很坏

★ 被点者：

ah boi

Catryn

Juno

WengKee

TeckChee

XiaoTing

HuiXian

Karmen

Mira

Ame

Last exam in PD~

Graduation photo? Hmmm..... not really... Celebration photo after the last exam in Block PD. 2006-2009 UTAR - Business Information System Tutorial group 1, 2, 3.

Group Photo 1

Group Photo 2

Group Photo 3

Tutorial Group 1

Tutorial Group 2 + 4 T1 guys

Thanks for borrowing assignments around during assignment weeks XD

Kitty Lydia with the "4"

Wengkee, Lonely, TC

Lydia n TC

Best of luck for all the survivors in UTAR!!!

I need a JOB!!!

If u guys saw a SAP related job please contact me! I need a job darn urgent!

Clock ticking!!!!

5 weeks training... already passed 4 weeks, next week gonna be the last week. I think i din give enough effort on this training! Hopefully next week I can give full effort since my connection still under pending situation due to the faking SCREAMYX n the turtle slow Tm Nuts process... Please slap me n wake me up if u guyz found I'm not giving full effort on the Study please...

Currently I'm at Seremban n it's now 3.30am, i just finish my futsal session n yamcha session wif old friends that back from penang, singapore... Without any concious it's already 12th of July and time is ticking every single second and i found out I'm not doing wat i should do n seriously... like my previous msn pm said "I have power over nothing!!!"

Brain is not working in a proper mode... always think this think tat... I need to focus... n i need to learn to work alone n not rely on others cos i feel that there is no one around that know wat i thinking n everything that goes wrong around me always pointed to me even i did not know the thing is happening. I have a strong feel that sum 1 is stabbing me behind me always.

Just like my friend say... "Trust no one except urself!"

ps: slap me when i'm not studying next week!!!

healthy life?

Since last week I started my body training... gonna build my body dy if not later graduation time not fit GG. After the intensive training last week my body is totally collapse cos too over d.

Today, my body feel a lot better so i picked up the dumbbell i haven take up for months... and start doing push ups and abs training. Muscle training include... biceps, triceps, chest, back, wings and abs. My body is gaining weight constantly. Current weight is 59kg, target = 62kg w/o extra fat, 6 packs, V-shape!

This week is the most sien week... almost everyday went to new house paint and clean the house. 2morow gonna start moving things over to new house i think. Sadly this week can't go back seremban watch iceage3 n transformers2, n the futsal n jogging session.

Next week i gonna start spamming my notes for the sap abap (currently 1.4k pages) and my body building. hopefully no more dota... XD

Upcoming events,
11th July 09 Secondary school Dinner
17th July 09 ABAP exam
4-6th August 09 Collect convo attire
9th August 09 Convo! n going Cyberjaya MMU convo session also!
(***remind me if anything missed out***)

Currently my player is playing 张惠妹 - 阿密特album, 宋念宇 - 就站在这里album, Michael Jackson Collections, n 萧敬腾 - 王妃。
Best album i listen so far... 阿密特 very special album!
王妃 super nice rock song!
MJ the pop king!! HONOUR!!!!

黑白

三原色红绿蓝。在三种光管下就会形成白色，黑色可以定义为没有任何可见光进入视觉范围，和白色正相反。

黑白的世界里，所有的人、物都没了颜色。可能生活会变得很单调，很平淡，在黑白电视机里加入了色彩，给电视机注入了新的灵魂。在人生也是如此……习惯了黑白的生活，但是在黑白的人生里慢慢看见了有颜色的人，物。

在开始慢慢习惯彩色的世界，享受着有着丰富色彩的画面和记忆。但是就在享受着的同时，天空已经慢慢地暗了下来，也不知道要等多久天才亮。就这样，凭着那有色彩的记忆，回忆着那些点点滴滴。


范玮琪 - 黑白配
也许黑永远不明白，在这个彩色的世界，有你我才会存在！

21 june 2009

I'm just a loser... i think i rely on others too much. This week i always go out wif my secondary school friends n we chat alot happenings in secondary school.

this few weeks i've gain 2kg weight. Another 2kg to go to reach my ideal weight. Just finish up my house de whey protein. This week i came back seremban for father's day celebration. As soon as i reach seremban, me and Hobby went around seremban find us a new futsal ball. After 2 shops, we decided to buy a nike ball it's call sumthing like F5. The seller say it's the latest ball n the previous tat spot by us 1 is total90 de. (old de ball) after we bought the ball we went to CHHS for a walk n wish to find our lunch.

Teck call us when we at CHHS, then we 3 ppl went out "kiong kei" for the wantan mee tat we all like most n have our lunch there... after our lunch we plan to have a badminton session de... but due to some TECHNICAL prob tat cause by Kim V... plan canceled... then we have to drive to lake garden to jog there... Jogging there let me notice sumthing.... i've become OLD... last time i can jog 5 laps there... but now... 2 oledi half dead. seriously gonna train back if not... later the gained weight become FAT then cham d...

After jogging session, i went to meet my parents for dinner. After the dinner my family went shopping but i went back home take my shower. After the shower i went to fetch them back. When we reach home we sapu all the durians in the house ROFL... i think this is the 1st time i eat so much durians. WAHAHA... so nice...

then at 2230 hobby ask us for a yam cha session. after drinking there around 1 hour +, we ended up in ALIBABA(CC) to play CS. haha our secondary school de game. it's totally fun although we din have all the guys since all working or currently at foreign country but we still having lotsa fun. after tat we went back to the mamak to continue yam cha session. Saw the match between spain n south africa. nice match... n "nice" french toast. LOL


it's basically, bread + egg then go fry... really ROTI TELUR LOL! but it's call french toast... LOL max!

I'm getting myself into a mess again... "Jay Cee" this name is killing me XD. thanks to xiaoting... now my seremban gang all call me like tat... =<

the time now is 513am... later gonna play futsal at 11am... wish i can wake up... anybody please morning call me if u saw this post. 1st time sleep soooo early... bye all

我死了?

“之前，去了医院验血。验完血，回到了家，躺在床上却想起了很多的事，想着想着却睡着了。不知不觉一个星期过去了。有一天突发奇想，终于回到了我的中学-芙蓉中华中学。回到学校，我在校园拍了些照片，当我看着荧幕时发觉荧幕里的画面有些蒙蒙浓浓，发觉我手机有要坏了的征兆。

走着走着走到了行政楼三楼的教室，一上到去看见三楼的走廊布满白色的纸张。当时看见一个学长在站岗时用郊区把那些纸张推倒墙角，我走了上去问了那学长现在的训导主任是谁，为什么没有老师理会这些纸张？然后我就拿了手机出来，想要拍下那些布满走廊的纸张。但我看着荧幕时，开始发觉荧幕在摇晃着。当时有一位老师走了过来，捉着我的手说“你是苏俊彰？”。我回答“是”。我发觉我的身体开始晃着。

在我蒙蒙浓浓间，我听见了有人说：“就是他吗？赶快打电话回去给他家长，我马上送他进院。”结果我没了知觉。在医院时……我仿佛听见我的妈说：“他患了末期脑癌，因为不想让他担心所以没跟他说。”当时我想爬起来，但是身体却不能动弹，最后我死了。”

昨天，我看完了IceAge2就回到房里睡觉，当时是0030。躺着躺着，滚来滚去……第一次看钟是0130，第二次是0300，第三次看是0400。我失眠了……脑袋里浮现出很多事情，很多画面。躺着躺着睡着了，就发了以上这则梦。第一次发了这么奇怪的梦。无言……

last week relaxing...

after 2 months of job hunting... i decided to join the training programme offered by Mdec wif HCL-AXON. Hopefully this ABAP training will brighten my future n my life.

This few days i'm quite EMO... Without any reason, i'm affected by peoples mood n i know i shouldn't. Just can't control myself n my brain. Hopefully this feeling can end very soon n probably... just mayb i can get myself a great job in the future and the motivation in my living n life.

hopefully i can wake up b4 9am later, feeling like wanna go bukit tabur for a hike... after so long din exercise n get sweat. btw... i notice... i need to know more friends. need to change my lifestyle starting on next week.

ok that's all for now... feeling like wanna rest my body n my mind.

2 weeks happening

This 2 weeks i was quite bz finding my job, for those that did not so "UP-TO-DATE" de ppl around. i have graduated... at last... remember 4 years b4, I've actually plan to quit my study but my cousin sister convince me to continue study. Thank god...

So... after graduated, job hunting process starts.

Last wednesday i went to penang for a qualification test for ERP/SAP trainning. I depart from seremban to penang, took me 8 hours... i was like WTH! when i reach penang i oledi tired n hungry like fak d. then after dinner at Kayu my friend fetch me to his house to stay for the night. Tq FOX(狐狸) for the meals and accomodation. the next day after the test i took a bus at 11am back to KL. Luckily the bus onli takes 4 hours to reach KL.

after reach KL, I decided to take taxi back to desa petaling then i approach the taxi driver to ask the fare going back... the Lowest offer they give is... RM20... i was like WTF... (1 of my uncle is a taxi driver, he says better dun take taxi tat do not use meter to calculate the fare) then i decided to find my bus U48 to go back desa petaling. After a walk for around... 10 mins i took the bus with RM2... RM2 + 10 mins walk vs RM20.

Monday morning, i went to LCCT for a interview session. the environment there is superb n it's near to my hometown... 30 mins car distance nia :D

Afternoon i went to TPM for another qualification test for SAP/ABAP. HCL-AXON (my friend say this company is very pro in SAP technical stuffs)

Tuesday i drove to Shah Alam for an interview session with toshiba, the interview session is quite interesting. Will reply me within 2 weeks time

Wednesday. Today i Confirmed with HCL-AXON for the SAP/ABAP trainning after discuss with my parents. Means i'll not available from 15th June -17th July. 1.2k penalty per day if i quit trainning or did not attend trainning or reach late/leave early. SWT...

Job haven found... my HP n70 sick liao... PC seems like dying soon... (always hang this few days) like ppl say... good things won't happen twice, bad things will... 福无双至，祸不单行

hopefully it'll start to change to... good things won't happen twice but today will, bad things will happen next time 福无双至今日至，祸不单行明日行

***My fans nagging me to update my blog so this update r for U all~ XD wish me luck!!! thanks

wat happen during 28th may

Yam cha session at BRJ Wangsa Maju from 27th may 1045pm to 28th may 245am... then bad things happened RAIN... so all my friends went back home. But as i say in my MSN... tonight is Barca night... so... i quickly drived to stapak there... join my secondary school friends watch the Match of the century!

When i reached.... the match oledi started around 5mins... then i canot find a single chair WTF~ so i just crouch infront of the projector to watch the match... after tat... the 1st goal at 10mins. I went into the kitchen to find a chair which was freaking dirty, then i ask some newspapers from the "ABANG"... then i sit on the chair which is covered by newspapers and finished up the following match...

The match was awesome!!!! i shouted when messi scored the 2nd goal at 60 mins... wahahhaha!!! happy sial! good night to spend in stapak!

Total food consumed: 3 teh ais + 1 nasi goreng ayam! which cost around.... 9 bucks total? LOL worth it!

Calm down... Stay calm, stay focus!

Today morning i just confirmed my schedule, this friday mayb have an interview at Kelana Jaya, 2morow will confirmed wif me the personel that handling my profile is on leave. For next week tuesday i'll go penang for an qualification test. I'll be at penang for 1 or 2 nights depends. Then i'm waiting for 2 job interview at Shah Alam.

Previous few weeks I'm quite stressful cos i feel like I'm a rubber band that is in full stretch feel like going to burst anytime... For any words that i go over limit for past few weeks hope u people dun take it hard ya... =D

Ok... now stay calm... STAY FOCUS!

JOB HUNTING in process!

1st time so stress

What makes a men down? (guess)
i kena both! thanks all

summore there are more coming on by next month...

the stituation now is like
i got 5 pots cooking things... but i onli got 2 cover nia... how to cover all?

I NEED TO RELEASE TENSION!!!! please dun give any "surprise" to me anymore, i can't stand d~

Help!

I need a light...
I need direction...

*I've lost myself...

林健辉 - 我听见有人叫你宝贝

林健辉 - 我听见有人叫你宝贝

词:李宗胜 曲:李宗胜

你问我为什么 不再给你安慰
在寒风中漫步有家不回
好几天不见面也无所谓
你问我为什么 把你的信退回
又把照片撕碎毫不后悔
你问我为了什么 开始喝酒
而且每次都喝醉
不要说我做得不对
不要说你永远不会
因为我在无意间听见有人叫你宝贝
不要说这是个误会
请不要在我面前流泪
因为我明明听见有人叫你宝贝
你让他叫你 宝贝

---

酒，我今年的最爱，曾经一个星期去了酒吧五天。但每次喝完，都睡得特别好。开始发觉不是什么东西都那么容易放下，感觉不是说放下就放下。每次的放手就会在心里划下一到伤痕。永远留在那里，复原了，伤疤依然存在。

不要管我……

真的变了

在这三年，我发觉我变了，变得很爱胡思乱想，变得很自卑，很自闭。但是，环绕在我身边的朋友都不相信，我开始变得很内向，不爱讲话了。以前的苏俊彰已经变了 ……

这三年里，我没有任何特别的目标只希望可以大学毕业，找份工作。很可惜，现在毕业了，心里却想着以前的日子。多么希望可以像以前中学时，有什么心事可以找个人来倾诉。中学时，我对身边的朋友没有任何猜疑。

前几天跟大学的朋友去了旅行，感觉上真的是像他们所说的最后一次。很无奈，很无助……但人生还是要继续，相处了三年的朋友突然间个分东西，生活里好像少了一些很特别的东西。今天，传了一封短信给一个中学的老朋友，她突然打了电话来。很想告诉她这三年我做了什么事，遇见什么人，想告诉她我的心事。就像以前那样……

每个人在不同环境里成长，每个人都不自觉地在改变，不管是心情、思想、举止，每个人都不再像从前那么的单纯、没心机。环境使人改变，我改变了，你呢？

*随意乱写

Accommodation for everyone

Mc Donald offer public with RM6.25 per day accommodation, RM187.50 per month.

RM187.50 which include

• 1 meal (Mc Chicken, Nugget Set, Double Cheese Burger, Filet O Fish set)
• unlimited soft drinks refill
• aircond provided
• opportunity for see-ing pretty ladies and handsome guys (sometimes not)
• broadband connection provided
• Utilities bills are waived
• fully furnished (study table, chairs, television)
• FREE daily newspaper
• accommodation that allow customer to switch to other outlets (numerous outlet around Malaysia)

After doing observation in McD for more than 24 hours, this is what i notice.

i'm lovin' it

April 1st post

Today slept till 12pm only wake up... after months and weeks of work, at last quite free for a day... On Tuesday i submitted my FYP thesis. So it's almost consider ended for all the course work that are required to be submit during my UNI life... i think i still not ready for my working life, seeking advice from the seniors and working people for the field i should enter...

FYI, I'm damn poor now... with the PTPTN loan and the car installment for 7 years, I'm officially a young adult which having a lot debts... CCNA? CCNP? ABAP? haih... better dun think now... Some of my friends asked me to put all my effort into this FINAL since it's the FINAL EXAM for my UNI life. I wish to do it but as i say life doesn't go the way as it planned... THIS IS LIFE!

I hope that i can make a life instead making a living. Hoping to save at least 10k in my bank for my 1st year after grad from UNI. Sometime i think my brain is abnormal compare to other people, i like to think about future, like to think about the possibilities that will occur in the future, like to predict things that will happen (actually it did not happen). I just think too much...

I wish my impression for the lecturers and my friends around me is good, at least not a disaster or a "mouse shit". For my Diploma i wasted 1 year for nothing... 6 months of course extension due to the hardcore gaming life in MMU. Followed by another 6 months of doing nothing else than DotA everyday. Result of the 1st 6 months wasted.... went participate WCG in year 2006, a beautiful handgun rounds that takes down 3 out of 5 opponents. The 2nd 6 months, steam "bao" until become BLACK color, means i steam the "bao" for almost 1 hour 30 mins with the most big flame of the gas stove... end up the wok is burned till rosak d... (the memories that always kept in my mind after 3 years)

This evening i notice my mailbox have an email from my old friend LML, 1 of my "lou yau" since primary school. At least i know there are still someone other than my family members that is still concern about me. As i said, some friend are for a certain period, and some are for a LIFE.

---

Some message for the people around me:

A msg for LML that is in Tazmania AUS,
***i remember i still owe u "mua chi", but make sure u come back MY asap if not it will be forfiet after 27-10-2009!!! lol

A msg for CSTY from UTAR,
***Hope every1 of us can make 100k for the following 5 years. (my vision, hope it's ours too)

A msg for UTAR friends,
***thanks for sharing the assignments LOL!!!

A msg for my parents,
***i know I'm a son that is quite useless... trying to make a major change in my life and ours too.

A msg for my HengDai (CHHS prefects, friends),
***friends that important in my life, friends that always stay side by side in whatever situation i faced.

A msg for nTians and AIGians,
***"sun you" (so called BAD FRIENDS) always ask for games, hope those studying 1 can end their studies and those working 1 can make a lot $$$$

A msg for C0307 housemates,
***thanks for everything!

A msg for the special one,
***I do care about u.


attached a screenshot of my desktop after FYP, at last... It's CLEAN!!!


END!

Melaka trip wif Puchong gang

Morning around 11am went out breakfast with all the puchong gang ppl. (zn, miao, minghong, miao2, ah lit, boo, weijun, ice, and the sad guy - ah boy). After breakfast then start our makan makan journey to melaka. After reach melaka went eat the famous cendol... seems like not tat sedap compare to seremban de. After that we went eat "lap lap kai fan" chicken rice... After tat start walking around A' Famosa area.

C the difference? ZN too fat can't climb up? LOL! Boy, Lit and me all up there... pity pity!!!

miao ask us stand up take photo wif the statue... no ppl dare... all jump down... BOY run no.1

Sembah... from left to right. ZN, BOY, LIT, and me... every 1 looks dem serious... just ZN making fool...

Minghong act tyco... we all machai...

reach xxx forgot the place name... miao noticed sumthing tat she's interested... male's underwear... apa pattern oso got... T back, V back...

Food ate...
1. cendol
2. chicken rice
3. seafood
4. sate celup

end!

Sister de wedding gown

sister's wedding gown (chosen)

wedding dinner gown (chosen)

wedding dinner gown (not chosen)

hahaha... sister getting married soon... she is happy...
i'm oso happy too cos i conquering her room very soon !!!

Tagged by Vivian

The Rules are :
Copy to your own note, erase my answer, and enter yours. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real, nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial,you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice & you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1.What is your name: Jun Chang
2.A four letter word: Joke
3.A boy's name: Joshua
4.A girl's name: Jessica
5.An occupation: Jockey
6.A color: Jasmine
7.Something you wear: Jacket
9.Something found in the bathroom: Jacuzzi
10.A place: Jamaica
11.A reason for being late: Jam (car)
12.Something you shout: Jackass!!
13.A movie title: Jurassic Park
14.Something you drink: Jolie Shandy
15.A musical group: Jagged Edge
16.An animal: Jaguar
17.A street name: Jonker street - melaka
18.A type of car: Jazz
19.A song title: Julia - leehom
20.A verb: Judge

The person I tagged,
1. Juno
2. Catryn
3. Ame
4. Zhen Qi
5. Weng Kee

FYP + lazy

this is wat's on my screen nowadays... SO DEM FULL!!!! c the taskbar running programs... c abit longer oso will faint... BTW, good news... finish my FYP testing phase 1 dy...

FYI
testing phase 1: 1st time testing for main modules exclude entertainment module
testing phase 2: 2nd time testing for main modules exclude entertainment module
testing phase 3: testing on entertainment module

gonna do massive cleanup d... if not no more place to store new files tat received from partner and created by me.

***Wat if i got 2 monitor + extend screen?! wahahaha it'll being even WORST!

thank you

thank you for trusting me...
thank you for being friend wif me...
thank you for DotA wif me...
thank you for loving me...
thank you for chatting to me...
thank you for spending time wif me...
thank you for everything u have done!

thank you my friends, family, and others...
thank you everyone (include u that is reading this post!) thank you...

Bon Jovi - Always

"Always"

This romeo is bleeding
But you can't see his blood
It's nothing but some feelings
That this old dog kicked up
It's been raining since you left me
Now I'm drowning in the flood
You see I've always been a fighter
But without you I give up
Now I can't sing a love song
Like the way it's meant to be
Well, I guess I'm not that good anymore
But baby, that's just me

*And I will love you, baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you - Always

Now your pictures that you left behind
Are just memories of a different life
Some that made us laugh, some that made us cry
One that made you have to say goodbye
What I'd give to run my fingers through your hair
To touch your lips, to hold you near
When you say your prayers try to understand
I've made mistakes, I'm just a man
When he holds you close, when he pulls you near
When he says the words you've been needing to hear
I'll wish I was him 'cause those words are mine
To say to you till the end of time

Yeah, I will love you baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
If you told me to cry for you
I could
If you told me to die for you
I would
Take a look at my face
There's no price I won't pay
To say these words to you

Well, there ain't no luck
In these loaded dice
But baby if you give me just one more try
We can pack up our old dreams
And our old lives
We'll find a place where the sun still shines

repeat *

Back to Seremban

I reached seremban around... 11pm on saturday night...(went melaka with puchong gang) i missed my friday dinner wif my family and the fish tat my father bought "sun hook". FYI this fish is super nice when steam it...

The next morning i oledi promised my friend to play futsal around 10am. So i wake up wan sleep walking around since 930am then i drove to Oakland there to play futsal. Teaming with, Fox, Hobby, n Yu Ren at 1st kena bully by the oponent... then slowly... overtake them :D. After the game Hobby, Chong n me went to "qiong kei" to eat Wan Tan Mee... consider 1 of the best wantan mee at seremban. we 3 ppl ate 3 plate of big mee and add a BIG BIG BOWL of wantan (around 20 wantan inside)... total price RM 18 nia... eat until dem full. After that go shopping wif my mom, aunt n my sister. Bought a new matress Cover... LENG LENG!!! and of course... GOODDAY CHOCO MILK.


Monday, stay home whole day basically... fetch brother to tuition, then go back home cook lunch, after lunch go fetch brother back from tuition on the way back... Went to seremban's BEST cendol house buy cendol... LOL. At night b4 i come back PJ, i put myself on the the "Timbang" then.... MIRACLE!!!! yes!!! at last!!! 59.2kg! (after went MMU melaka to study my weight won't exceed 58kg, then after went to UTAR, it's even worst... 56kg)


still got 2.8kg to go to reach my 1st target - 62kg. The following 1 will be 65kg.

wow! the previous post got more respondant than i thought... :D