黑白

三原色红绿蓝。在三种光管下就会形成白色，黑色可以定义为没有任何可见光进入视觉范围，和白色正相反。

黑白的世界里，所有的人、物都没了颜色。可能生活会变得很单调，很平淡，在黑白电视机里加入了色彩，给电视机注入了新的灵魂。在人生也是如此……习惯了黑白的生活，但是在黑白的人生里慢慢看见了有颜色的人，物。

在开始慢慢习惯彩色的世界，享受着有着丰富色彩的画面和记忆。但是就在享受着的同时，天空已经慢慢地暗了下来，也不知道要等多久天才亮。就这样，凭着那有色彩的记忆，回忆着那些点点滴滴。


范玮琪 - 黑白配
也许黑永远不明白，在这个彩色的世界，有你我才会存在！

21 june 2009

I'm just a loser... i think i rely on others too much. This week i always go out wif my secondary school friends n we chat alot happenings in secondary school.

this few weeks i've gain 2kg weight. Another 2kg to go to reach my ideal weight. Just finish up my house de whey protein. This week i came back seremban for father's day celebration. As soon as i reach seremban, me and Hobby went around seremban find us a new futsal ball. After 2 shops, we decided to buy a nike ball it's call sumthing like F5. The seller say it's the latest ball n the previous tat spot by us 1 is total90 de. (old de ball) after we bought the ball we went to CHHS for a walk n wish to find our lunch.

Teck call us when we at CHHS, then we 3 ppl went out "kiong kei" for the wantan mee tat we all like most n have our lunch there... after our lunch we plan to have a badminton session de... but due to some TECHNICAL prob tat cause by Kim V... plan canceled... then we have to drive to lake garden to jog there... Jogging there let me notice sumthing.... i've become OLD... last time i can jog 5 laps there... but now... 2 oledi half dead. seriously gonna train back if not... later the gained weight become FAT then cham d...

After jogging session, i went to meet my parents for dinner. After the dinner my family went shopping but i went back home take my shower. After the shower i went to fetch them back. When we reach home we sapu all the durians in the house ROFL... i think this is the 1st time i eat so much durians. WAHAHA... so nice...

then at 2230 hobby ask us for a yam cha session. after drinking there around 1 hour +, we ended up in ALIBABA(CC) to play CS. haha our secondary school de game. it's totally fun although we din have all the guys since all working or currently at foreign country but we still having lotsa fun. after tat we went back to the mamak to continue yam cha session. Saw the match between spain n south africa. nice match... n "nice" french toast. LOL


it's basically, bread + egg then go fry... really ROTI TELUR LOL! but it's call french toast... LOL max!

I'm getting myself into a mess again... "Jay Cee" this name is killing me XD. thanks to xiaoting... now my seremban gang all call me like tat... =<

the time now is 513am... later gonna play futsal at 11am... wish i can wake up... anybody please morning call me if u saw this post. 1st time sleep soooo early... bye all

我死了?

“之前，去了医院验血。验完血，回到了家，躺在床上却想起了很多的事，想着想着却睡着了。不知不觉一个星期过去了。有一天突发奇想，终于回到了我的中学-芙蓉中华中学。回到学校，我在校园拍了些照片，当我看着荧幕时发觉荧幕里的画面有些蒙蒙浓浓，发觉我手机有要坏了的征兆。

走着走着走到了行政楼三楼的教室，一上到去看见三楼的走廊布满白色的纸张。当时看见一个学长在站岗时用郊区把那些纸张推倒墙角，我走了上去问了那学长现在的训导主任是谁，为什么没有老师理会这些纸张？然后我就拿了手机出来，想要拍下那些布满走廊的纸张。但我看着荧幕时，开始发觉荧幕在摇晃着。当时有一位老师走了过来，捉着我的手说“你是苏俊彰？”。我回答“是”。我发觉我的身体开始晃着。

在我蒙蒙浓浓间，我听见了有人说：“就是他吗？赶快打电话回去给他家长，我马上送他进院。”结果我没了知觉。在医院时……我仿佛听见我的妈说：“他患了末期脑癌，因为不想让他担心所以没跟他说。”当时我想爬起来，但是身体却不能动弹，最后我死了。”

昨天，我看完了IceAge2就回到房里睡觉，当时是0030。躺着躺着，滚来滚去……第一次看钟是0130，第二次是0300，第三次看是0400。我失眠了……脑袋里浮现出很多事情，很多画面。躺着躺着睡着了，就发了以上这则梦。第一次发了这么奇怪的梦。无言……

last week relaxing...

after 2 months of job hunting... i decided to join the training programme offered by Mdec wif HCL-AXON. Hopefully this ABAP training will brighten my future n my life.

This few days i'm quite EMO... Without any reason, i'm affected by peoples mood n i know i shouldn't. Just can't control myself n my brain. Hopefully this feeling can end very soon n probably... just mayb i can get myself a great job in the future and the motivation in my living n life.

hopefully i can wake up b4 9am later, feeling like wanna go bukit tabur for a hike... after so long din exercise n get sweat. btw... i notice... i need to know more friends. need to change my lifestyle starting on next week.

ok that's all for now... feeling like wanna rest my body n my mind.

2 weeks happening

This 2 weeks i was quite bz finding my job, for those that did not so "UP-TO-DATE" de ppl around. i have graduated... at last... remember 4 years b4, I've actually plan to quit my study but my cousin sister convince me to continue study. Thank god...

So... after graduated, job hunting process starts.

Last wednesday i went to penang for a qualification test for ERP/SAP trainning. I depart from seremban to penang, took me 8 hours... i was like WTH! when i reach penang i oledi tired n hungry like fak d. then after dinner at Kayu my friend fetch me to his house to stay for the night. Tq FOX(狐狸) for the meals and accomodation. the next day after the test i took a bus at 11am back to KL. Luckily the bus onli takes 4 hours to reach KL.

after reach KL, I decided to take taxi back to desa petaling then i approach the taxi driver to ask the fare going back... the Lowest offer they give is... RM20... i was like WTF... (1 of my uncle is a taxi driver, he says better dun take taxi tat do not use meter to calculate the fare) then i decided to find my bus U48 to go back desa petaling. After a walk for around... 10 mins i took the bus with RM2... RM2 + 10 mins walk vs RM20.

Monday morning, i went to LCCT for a interview session. the environment there is superb n it's near to my hometown... 30 mins car distance nia :D

Afternoon i went to TPM for another qualification test for SAP/ABAP. HCL-AXON (my friend say this company is very pro in SAP technical stuffs)

Tuesday i drove to Shah Alam for an interview session with toshiba, the interview session is quite interesting. Will reply me within 2 weeks time

Wednesday. Today i Confirmed with HCL-AXON for the SAP/ABAP trainning after discuss with my parents. Means i'll not available from 15th June -17th July. 1.2k penalty per day if i quit trainning or did not attend trainning or reach late/leave early. SWT...

Job haven found... my HP n70 sick liao... PC seems like dying soon... (always hang this few days) like ppl say... good things won't happen twice, bad things will... 福无双至，祸不单行

hopefully it'll start to change to... good things won't happen twice but today will, bad things will happen next time 福无双至今日至，祸不单行明日行

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