2011 Resolution

1. Saving as planned.
2. Stay fit, not fat.
3. Minor renovation in my room.
4. House plan (at least start survey)
5. 1 local and 1 foreign trip at least
6. Get a pet~ (Arowana)

Last year I stated 9 but completed 3.... so is 1/3, this year I become very smart by reducing it to 6, so if I get 3 completed, it's already 50%. SMART ME!

Looking back at my resolution for 2010

Is time to look back what I've done for this year 2010 and to set some realistic one for 2011.

3/9 has been completed not even half of it. From this year I've learnt that do not expect much from the sources you can't control and to be more realistic by looking into myself and things I can control. I've spend a lot for buying and repairing my gadgets for this year and food I think. A conclusion for year 2010... I messed up lotsa things.

So is time to plan something realistic and I really need to change my spending behavior. I'll come back with my 2011 resolution on the next post I hope~

13 days

This is the 13th day. I think I did a good job but not a great one. Dong zhi n Christmas is around the corner, hope everyone do well for this 2 weeks before 2010 ends.

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Time pass

I'm fine and I dunno what to write. Bye world.

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已经习惯了

以前的我不喜欢戴手表。因为我不喜欢有东西绑在我手上，就算是手链、项链、戒指都是一样。就在大学的最后一个学期，我决定买我人生的第一支手表。之后我还是很少戴手表，直到我开始工作，戴手表已经成为了我的习惯。如果没有手表在手上感觉就会很奇怪，慢慢发觉我已经开始习惯了。从不喜欢到习惯只是用了一年的时间，很多东西就像朋友说的“要尝试去接受”。


或许是时候改变自己的习惯了，不要再用习惯当作自己的借口。很多事情是可以改变的，习惯也是一样。

2010+5

五年以后我会在哪里?
还会不会在吉隆坡，还会不会在"雷电"?
五年以后，我会不会为了钱而烦恼?
会不会已经改行了?会不会改变了生活方式?
五年以后，我对生活的比重会有什么改变?
物质还是感情?
五年说长不长，说短不短。但愿这五年会变得越来越好。毕竟象我说的，明天和意外不知道哪个先到。所以不敢承诺什么海誓山盟，只希望一切都不要太坏就好。

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分别

每个人对事件都会有自己的见解。也许我和别人的分别就是我想太多了。因为我不想做了之后才来后悔，所以我做事往往会瞻前顾后。

原来我和别人的最大分别是我的头壳坏了。

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another 4 to go!

another 4 to go!

refer to this post... on May 2010

1. Transition lens specs RM500+ DONE! 2/5/2010
2. Polaroid sunglasses RM350+ 
3. Tint car RM650+ DONE! 6/5/2010
4. Aircond for my room RM1000+
5. Carpet for my room RM200+
6. HTC Legend RM2000+ DONE with Desire

OMG my pace is slow... really very slow. Is time to give up some of these ideas and put in more! left 2 months until 2010 ends. So is time to list out some targets to fulfill for the next year!

Things is simple don't make it hard

Sometimes a very simple thing we spend too much time on it. That's why we always complaint not enough time to finish up this and that. Just found out something special in my life, I'm just another person that different from the one you people see and know.

Good nite all.

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Tired

I'm really very tired. Hope can have a long rest on next month maybe.

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Save me from the mess

I've made a very wrong decision in last year. Now I wish I can rework the whole thing out. I'm totally lost now and I dunno what should I do for tomorrow and the day after it.

When I'll be myself again? I need direction and a compass to move on.

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rest day

Empty my mind and rest. No more thinking and planning. Sometimes is good to be selfish.

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Old man's life

Getting very tired on 11pm nowadays. Like my secondary school friends said, I cannot keep myself awake after 1030pm. We did some experiment with yam cha session and happy hour session, the result is not good, o hardly keep my eyes opened. Although my eyes are open but my brain stop functioning.

Now already 2314 so I need to sleep dy. Good nite all. Sleep tight.

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最讨厌

最讨厌别人骗我。第一次感到那么无奈，那么无助。已经一个星期了，心情还是无法平复，脑海里还一直出现那一句活。

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2morow is Dday

2morow will be the day. My 1st project to start operation. Users start working around 730am. So I'm going into their office around 715am. Hope everything goes smooth and hopefully no more major changes from them.

Hope there will be sumone from office to back me up 2morow. Wish me luck and hopefully everything will be settle down 2morow.

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3rd day posting b4 I sleep

All the while I'm still me, the fellow tat thinks very much. Still think tat I've been giving too much hope on something tat is too far beyond me. It still inside my mind and I was thinking how this happened? A lie is a lie, but why I was told by people tat was lying that I was been lied? I still can't figure it out.

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tired

Working is tired. Wish to have my holiday soon. I'll be getting really bz from now till the year 2010 ends. Planning my leave for next year now. Really need a long holiday to rest my mind and body. Time to do some future planning.

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Ppl asking why?

I do not know how to answer and I oso wished to know what's happening. The situation was like I was told by the person who ignored me "you've been ignored by me".

Good nite all. Slept.

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I did it ALONE!

For years I've been thinking of watching movie alone... End up I did it yesterday and today, two days in a row. Friday - Grown Ups. Saturday - Step Up 3. Like what my sister say, we just think too much compare to other people, because of the background of our family and the old days.

Every single things I'm having now is earned by me alone, not much supports given by my family cause my parents want us to earn ourself. Currently doing some planning for myself for the next 5 years. Hopefully everything will goes smooth. Getting more focus on my job and life since the day I quit playing computer games. Working like change a man's mind.

Like what my parents, boss and colleague said... I need to put more effort and starts to get more life! My boss even say this line to me "GO GET A LIFE!" I was thinking like "zzz..."

有多少情侣败给了距离

1、短信听不到语气，电话看不到表情。

其实我没生气，你当真了；我在笑呢，你看不到吧；我哭了呢，抱着手机哭倦了睡过又醒了，你在忙吗？

2、共同语言
如果两个人在一起，两个人的交往圈会融为共同的圈子，话题永远都在更新。
而不在一起的两个人，对彼此身边的环境都会因陌生而逐渐失去兴趣，慢慢的，能说的话只有空洞的‘我想你’。
我在努力找话题呢，不要回信说‘哦、嗯、好’了好吗？

3、不安全感
看了10次手机了，你还是没有回信。你在哪、和谁、在干什么？ 刚刚拒绝了别人的好意，却禁不住想，你身边的莺莺燕燕，一如我身边的花花草草吗？

4、远水不救近火
我这里下雨了，来送伞的是同学的弟弟；我吃饭忘带钱了，来解围的是朋友的朋友。
原来你不吭声是因为你生病了，可我再担忧，也不能在你身边端一杯水…

5、距离产生幻觉
其实我有些小虚荣，照片有时候修掉了眼袋才给你看；其实你有些小自负，认定了的事情就以为自己一定对。
为了大老远的爱你，我拒绝接受身边一切说你不好的言论，什么都往好的方向想。你也是吧？
其实我们都不是对方想象的那样好……

6、距离产生误会
我兴冲冲地发短信给你讲刚刚的趣事，你隔了半天说‘噢’，我不知道你在忙的嘛，所以我生闷气了。
你给我发了八条短信两个电话我也没回，愤怒得嗷嗷直叫，我在做上课呢，手机调振动了的嘛。其实我们都知道对方不是故意的，但情绪来了，总需要宣泄的。

7、善意的谎言
我碰巧和相熟的男生去看电影了，想了想，对你说和女生去的。
你独自去了我们约好要一起去的地方，犹豫再三，对我说你哪都没去。
不愿让对方多想，却因为偶尔的疏忽，让对方想得更多。


8、寂寞
一个人不寂寞，想念一个人才寂寞。
你说，来，抱抱。于是我把自己裹在被窝里，闭上眼，恩，抱抱。
一个人站在夜空下时，你会抬头看月亮吗？

9、信念坍塌
我看到身边一对一对的，男生帮女生打开水送饭，在宿舍楼下卿卿我我，周末还能一起爬山，没忍住就对在地图对角线上的你发牢骚，其实是想听你的鼓励，想听听你的安慰，你的一个电话就能让我安心。
可也许刚刚好你接到朋友异地恋分手倾诉的电话，那么容易就把自己带入了戏，无心的抱怨雪上加霜。
有时候折腾一下，只为了证明自己的重要性。哪知脆弱基础上的高楼只须多压上一根头发的重量，也许就崩溃了。

10、你的真心
人心隔肚皮，更何况我们还隔着千山万水。 男生永远无法理解女生为什么需要浓浓的表达爱意，正如我永远不知道你为何可以那样轻轻的表明心意。

当我完全了解以上所有困难，依然下定决心明知不可为而为之的时候， 却不知上一刻还信誓旦旦的你，会不会什么时候突然铁了心要放弃呢？
也许只是终于亲身经历，我们才觉悟了，异地真的不是一张火车票可以解决的事情。但是，亲爱的，我们其实是如此在乎彼此，我们即使有什么不能认同的事情，但我们依然在一起，并且即将共同面对。

转载

My darling Desire is here!

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周传雄 - 男人海洋

做远远看护的月光，不做阻挡你的墙，

我的爱是折下自己的翅膀，送给你飞翔。

慈母多败儿

本来星期六要回芙蓉的，结果加班到十一点才回到家。回到家冲了个凉，上网转了一个圈，就瘫死在床上。星期天一早就回了芙蓉，本来要去吃客家面的，结果看见很多人在排队，打消了念头转个弯去打包牛腩粉（因为客家面打包了不好吃）。

回到家，吃了早餐不久后慈母回来了买了两个榴莲RM20。结果不够吃，就驾车出去买了RM40的榴莲和两颗椰子回家继续吃。感觉好像被慈母骗了说买榴莲给我吃，结果好像是在吊我的瘾，被骗了~姐说我妈是慈母，因为我妈买榴莲给我吃。

很谢谢慈母帮我烫我的做工衣，败儿能给的只是三颗Ferrero Rocher。真的是慈母多败儿！

KL 1 day trip

Planning on a KL 1 day trip.

Places to visit:-

• KLCC skybridge
• Tugu Negara
• Dataran Merdeka
• KL train station

Anyone wanna join? Got other interesting place to visit at KL?

累

累！

很累！

超级累！

西北累！

Something!

Alot of my friends now having world cup fever... but i'm not. Worst world cup in my life, usually i'll just enjoying watching every matches that shown on astro. But this year, life goes on and i need to adapt to my working life. Not even gambling or betting this world cup. The only things related to this year world cup is...

1) Playing a small game within company guessing hu will be the champion of WC2010.

2) Finding Argentina jersey S size! KL n Seremban all sold off! Singapore canot find. Gonna try Australia or other places that i got contact.

It's already 2 months working like a never ending story, non stop attending client sites. Hopefully it'll become better next month. This weekend i gonna rest at KL and relax till the max. FYI, previous 3 days i'm really tired, watch show halfway oso can fall asleep, or lie on bed for not more than 5 mins then fall asleep d. 

The good thing is... my eye bag had disappeared this morning when i wake up! 

不一样

不一样的水！

水，是液态。水也可变成水蒸气，气态。水也可变成固体，冰。

不一样的人，在不同环境里成长，就有了不同的思想和脾气。有多少个人能接受并包容其它人？可能一辈子也找不到一个和自己想法一致的人。之前听过没有谁可以改变别人，只有改变自己的想法来迎合别人，学会体谅和包容才可以走得更远，活得更久。

我有试着改变自己，因为我想变的更好，更有价值。每个人都有机会进步，就看自己有多少能耐，能为自己牺牲多少，放弃多少。所谓的舍得，首先要学会舍弃一些没有必要的东西，才会得到其他可以让自己更有价值更有竞争能力！

我想变的不一样！

有人说……

有人说，如果没有了梦想，跟条咸鱼有什么分别？
有了梦想，让每个人都有了进步的动力，有了对未来的展望和期许。很多梦想等着我的努力，很多梦想等着我的第一步。第一步往往是每个人最难做出的决定，我也是如此。现在正储蓄着弹药，足够让我应付接下来的每一个决定，不管是对的或错的决定。

还有人说，如果没有了回忆，跟一张白纸有什么分别？
有了回忆，让每个人都有幸福和受伤的过程，让每个事物都有了对与错，好与坏的差别。回忆让人成长，让一个人有了分辨是非对错的能力。很多以前没有发觉的事情都会浮出台面，什么是真心什么是假意都会一一现形。

又有人说，如果没有了没有，是不是就拥有了一切？没有和有会不会只是到达相同终点的不同的路？

OMG month

7th to 9th of June (Mon-Wed), went to east coast followed by 11th (Fri) went KK Sabah on last week. This week, starting on 2morow i'll go south, 1st stop Alor Gajah, 2nd stop Muar, 3rd stop Segamat, last stop Johor Bahru. Such a tiring month for me. 

Just found out my spending is getting higher. Now i need to re-plan all my spendings for this year and the coming year. The last thing i'll spend on should be a new mobile phone to replace my n70 that have served me for 4 years and started to have all sorts of problems.

Now my mission is... SAVE MONEY! need to budget more this few months.

I'm connected to facebook again!

Just decided to go for legend after saw the confirmation of HTC on the android 2.2 Froyo update on LEGEND!

Actually today my internet connection is crawling like a tortise... so i cannot stream my "三国" series and "掌上明珠" series. Today passby my hometown after working at Rembau, went back home to have my lunch and clear my GOODDAY choco milk. My mom ask me carry the 21 inch TV back to KL so i can watch World Cup starts on 11th June. But i have to go back office so i din carry it back, i think this weekend i'll ask my brother carry back for me if not i'll miss this coming world cup 1st match!

For no reason i linked my blogspot to facebook again... Yesterday started my core training. Thought today can go midvalley to shop for my exercise band, end up went home rest oso. The bed and the series are poisoning me so much after i quit playing games. Hahaha! Hi guys I'm back IN ACTION!!!!

another 4 to go!

 Ok so now settled 2 higher priority tasks~ another 4 to go!

1. Transition lens specs RM500+ DONE! 2/5/2010
2. Polaroid sunglasses RM350+
3. Tint car RM650+ DONE! 6/5/2010
4. Aircond for my room RM1000+
5. Carpet for my room RM200+
6. HTC Legend RM2000+ ?? next month ?? 

HTC Legend next! Hopefully can get it around this 2 months. Btw... started paying my ptptn loan. Getting really poor this few months~ wish me luck!

TRIP NEXT WEEK!

Tired of working from Monday to Friday?

Hu wans to join me for a road trip for next weekend(8th-9th May)? venue not sure yet, 2 days 1 night trip. FYI this is a budget trip!

if interested please suggest the venue~ thanks.

not in the mood

I've rely on ppl too much... I really need to get rid of this... this kinda bad feeling. If i don't start now this irritating bad feeling will continue to tailed me.

yes! fak u!

for some personal issue i decided to remove the feed to my fb!

粗心大意

最近的自己，总是不在状况内。

昨天，在公司里加班，结果被老板赶回家。回到家后发现自己的pendrive留在公司，没有了pendrive里的程式不能继续之前的工作。打开了laptop，又发觉忘了把已经卷好的laptop adapter放进背囊里。结果，打了通电话给我的主管麻烦他把程式电邮给我，而我就飚车去PJ找同事借他的adapter。还好，最后都来得及把第二天工作的东西准备好。

今天一早，开车去马六甲公干。从0830开始到1430结束，然后开车到预定的酒店时，才发觉忘了带我的行李！真的是无言……已经是连续两天发生这样的事了！

从两次到一次，明天应该会恢复正常了！哈哈

Emo!

I really need psychiatrist~ Getting serious EMOlution... Think bad but din act.

第一次……

第一次的自助旅行，
第一次坐上120km/h奔驰的巴士，
第一次放肆的过着自己的生活，
第一次尝高粱酒，
第一次那么忐忑不安。

这次地旅行，我终于找到了艾丽丝写的《BA357》。
也找到了旅行的意义！放轻松，看得宽，走得远！

对？错？

一个相同的物件，摆在不同人身上；
感觉原来是那么的熟悉，亲切……
简单的是物件，不简单的是其后而来的感觉。
对其他人毫不起眼的物件，原来隐藏着那么多的回忆！
在回忆里剩下的已经不知道是痛还是期待……

很多东西没有对错，对的定义其实是在对的时间做了对的事！

Taiwan updates~

Dem nice here... weather is extremely nice for vacation, around 5 more days to go...

Friends in MY, stay healthy, got some story happens here... will update my blog when i reach back MY on 4th April.

Change mood, change attitude, change lifestyle!

Getting seriously tired of travelling!

Current location, Tangkak - D'anjung Inn. Still not in the mood for my Taiwan trip on this Saturday. Yesterday chit chatting with my department head in my office. Sumthing like this:-

A: 你就好咯，去旅行！一定储蓄了很多钱去旅行。
me: 本来存够了的，这几个星期，一直很多outstation的routine service，都用到七七八八了。去旅行时时，粮才刚出，都来不及换台币，claim又还没回来。
A: 哈哈！（走开了）
A: （走回来了）现在去survey先，等粮和claim回来了真的是“大大块”！下次去时就够了。
me: （无言）

Whole office de staff laughing... Thought "zha" my boss ha, end up let him "zha" back.

Btw, this Taiwan trip de expenses is borrowed from my mom again. Feel so sorry for her cos everytime oso need her to back me up when i need big sum of money. Really need to have some saving next time no more borrowing after this trip.

Hopefully i can start packing my things and do sum planning for the trip after 2morow, but it's quite impossible cos office still got alot projects on hand and this few weeks we are getting BZer and BZer. My company have 7 engineers include me, next week gonna be a hard week for them that are still in office, 1 colleague resign cos his backache, 1 colleague went Singapore, I going Taiwan. Left 4 engineers in office. Really need a new colleague ASAP! My company is hiring now, for those tat are interested in working in Telco field and Networking please click this link to JOBSTREET to apply the job.

So stress... becoming senior soon, but wat oso dunno. Really need to put more effort into my work, must bring some notes back home to study, no more time to waste!

To be complete tasks.

Some to be complete tasks for me in this year 2010~ 

1. Transition lens specs RM500+
2. Polaroid sunglasses RM350+
3. Tint car RM650+
4. Aircond for my room RM1000+
5. Carpet for my room RM200+
6. HTC Legend RM2200+

Total around RM5000 projected spending within this year! Task 1 and 3 have is the high priority task to be complete after my Taiwan trip. My eye is getting worst especially in the night. Always need to drive till quite near only can see the words on the signboard. Need to get rid of this problem asap!

I planned to tint my car since i start working... end up worked for almost 7 months already still remain untint! Quite embarrassing rite?

HTC Legend is the next? My n70 served his job excellent for 4 years without any problem~ since it's battery is getting bad nowadays I've decide to move forward for the next generation of HP technology. Touchscreen! It will land on Malaysia hopefully on this early April. But still HTC Desire oso another choice for me if the price is not that pricy compare to Legend. 

Install aircond and getting my room carpeted is another major task for me if the weather is still remain like this. This 2 task is both interrelated and must be complete together! Hope the weather will get better and i can postpone this BIG project to year 2011~ Just found out another important thing when installing aircond, the window and curtain!

So polaroid sunglasses is the lower priority task... i think...

East Coast Trip

This east coast trip is quite a tiring trip for me. Driving around 3 hours everyday. At Pahang Jengka i knew another guy from the same parent company as me - Abang Mahdi. After the service in Jengka, we speed (120km/h lowest speed) all the way from Jengka to Jabor toll. When i reach Terengganu Dungun, i went to check-in in the hotel tat my office's engineer usually stay. 

When i open the room! guess wat... FREAKING BIG room wif balcony and 2 single beds... Was so shocked when i c the room. That night... i was streaming movie non stop using ppstream so syok there. But MSN is blocked! The next morning, i took my breakfast coupon to the cafeteria to have my breakfast, thought it was like the previous hotel i stayed in cameron, ala carte breakfast, hu knows! BUFFET style! wth... but i din eat much just eat a plate of nasi lemak few sausages, few wedges.

After the breakfast i went Dungun's site for the service and continue my journey to Kelantan's Jerteh. When i reached the hotel, the reception there canot find my name on the reservation list... so swt! End up...my name was on the 17th means they put my name on the wrong date reservation list... so double swt! So i need to wait the guest check out on 4pm onli i can check in to the room. So i went to KFC again, while at Dungun i oso have my brunchner at KFC. My order was... Snack plate + set E (cheesy chikaroni set) RM14.70. I think it should be a reasonable meal n price for my 2 meals.

Different story starts from here... When i open the room! FAKING SMALL room wif no window! ok... i can accept no window wif an aircond installed inside. But when i open my lappy to online, the LINE there was DOWN! DOWN!!! it's DOWN u idoit!!!! How am i going to survive???? Luckily i got bring my own hard disk wif "Confucius" and "Murder in the First" inside... After i watched the Confucius i really canot stand wif no connection so i went to KFC again. 3rd time for ur notice. Buy myself a cup of MILO and start sitting here to online~

East coast is a not bad place but this place is really abit out... Supermarket wif a PA system, a promoter keep toking about the discount they are having and songs is playing from their speaker all around the supermarket! The last time i saw a supermarket like tat was in Seremban 15 years ago i think. 

Time to say goodbye~ Go back hotel continue my "Murder in the First" =D

2morow will be a hard day for me driving around 7 - 8 hours back to KL. Gonna buy at least 4 cans of Nescafe to keep me awake throughout the journey. Hope 2morow will be smooth and steady... hope to settle everything by 11am so i can go back to kl b4 the sky gets dark! 

阿密特

我最期待的演唱会终于来到了马来西亚了！

总共卅九张票！真的是超夸张的……

这些是赠品吗？哈哈！！！

Taiwan Trip?

Getting near to the date for my TW trip. 27th if not mistaken, till now i still dunno the actual schedule and the time arrangement yet. This month will be another hard month for me, a project need to be commission and another 1 need to start doing the hard work - termination, gonna spend around 2 - 3 days there and will suffer very hard JAM cos both of the sites are in KL area.

Where is my mood for the trip? I did not feel tat i'm excited cos the trip is getting nearer~ GOD BLESS ME~

Seremban!

I think i know y Seremban's Jusco always so crowded! Cos Seremban-kia all dem steady! Stay at KL, KL got big big Jusco dun 1 go, always go back Seremban Jusco!

Friday nite i received a call from 69, he say he is going back to Seremban wif his gf and tyco to meet ah leh, hobby and his gf (ying jing) they asked me to join them. So without doubt I followed them back to Seremban. In the car i was "ZA"ed gau gau by 69, tyco, and ah leh... ***feeling like wanna bang the car bang die them. XD

We had lots of fun tat day... Went sing k then we play around wif evinn. Hobby and ying jing get to play for the contest, get 1st runner up. <-- no prize~ Lastly, we went to central there to meet wif ah ben and his cousins. Had a yc session~

We are SSY - Seremban Steady Yau. Brotherhood of Heng Dai Wui

Flight

I'm gonna have my 1st MAS flight 4 hours + later. Flight 0730 hours. Gonna wake up around 0445 hours. After my job at KK sabah i'll spend most of my time in the terminal, hope i can find a cafe tat is having wifi connection to burn my extra time in the airport (4 hours) i think. Bye all~

生活

这几天，好像迷失了自己。自己都不知道自己在做什么，想什么……华人新年本应该过得特别地好，但是感觉上就是少了一些人事物。

刚刚跟朋友去了网吧打游戏，又去了戏院看了《锦衣卫》。但是在戏院里不知怎么的，突然想起了一些人。很多事情都骗得了人，骗不了自己。心情不好时真的是有迹可寻，话变得越来越少，特别想去些热闹的地方，希望自己被环境影响。但是，睡醒了还是一样……

总而言之，感觉就是不对！这不是我要的生活！我要的生活不是这样的！是时候收拾心情，开始为自己做些自己想要做的事。毕竟我不是为了谁而活，活着是为了自己。

***没有其他人比自己更了解自己，没有一个人可以陪你一辈子除了你自己！***

Radiant Service office

Office de photo. Accidentally found in my hp. Credits to Mr. Chew! So messy~ LOL

Sarah McLachlan and Randy Newman - When She Loved Me.

A simple and nice song...

LIFE-less!

I'm so LIFELESS!

Work like cow, spend money like water. Seriously NO HOPE, NO FUTURE!!!

SONG!

Sibeh SONG!

today is the day i get confirmed on my job, get increment, get incentive! 

Taiwan i'm coming!!!

Morning Deep Blue

This 2 weeks i having a bad time during the alarm ringing time in the morning. I don't usually need that long to wake up after the alarm. Having a bad time in the morning just make my life even more miserable till the end of the day. This is the 5th month of working in Radiant Comm. Started to hate driving car, after driving 12k km in just 4 months. 

Seriously i really need a vacation to give my body a very good rest. Next vacation:-

1) CNY day 1: Singapore (FFKed by my mom)

2) CNY day 4: Cameron (Planning)

3) 27th March: Taiwan trip wif MMUians.

4) Others.... (hopefully)

I think my bed is the causing all the MORNING DEEP BLUE. Hope i can change my bed this few months. Feel so shame, after working for 5 months my car still not tinted yet. LOL! 

Posting this as 100 truths

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

(To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, copy and paste this note, erase my answers and enter your own, tag people (in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish.)

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage: plain water
2. Last phone call: my mom
3. Last text message: forgot
4. Last song you listened to: Bon Jovi - Always
5. Last time you cried : forgot

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice: yes
7. Been cheated on: no, not in my memory at least :p
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: nope
9. Lost someone special: yes
10. Been depressed: yes
11. Been drunk and threw up: yes

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:

12. white
13. maroon
14. brown

THIS LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)

15. Made a new friend: yes
16. Fallen out of love: no
17. Laughed until you cried: no
18. Met someone who changed you: yes
19. Found out who your true friends were: yes
20. Found out someone was talking about you: yes
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: no
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: 99%
23. How many kids do you want to have: 3 i think
24. Do you have any pets: Dog
25. Do you want to change your name: no
26. What did you do for your last birthday? : dinner wif friend
27. What time did you wake up today: 0930
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: chatting wif friend
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: MONEY
30. Last time you saw your Mother: 1830
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: go back to my primary school life!
32. What are you listening to right now: 韩红 阿兰 - 天路
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: no
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Save money!!!
35. Most visited webpage: facebook, malaysiakini, sinchew, klse, lowyat
36. What's your real name: Sio Jun Chang
37. Nicknames: Tc, Terry, alot more!
38. Relationship Status: SAD
39. Zodiac sign: Scorpio
40. Male or female : male
41. Elementary?: IT
42. Middle School?: Chung Hua High School
43. High school/college?: MMU, UTAR
44. Hair colour: black
45. Long or short: short
46. Height: 170
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: yes
48: What do you like about yourself? : Hardworking
49. Piercings: no
50. Tattoos: no
51. Righty or lefty: Righty

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery: no
53. First piercing: no
54. First best friend: Chen Pak Hing
55. First sport you joined: Ping Pong
56. First vacation: forgot
58. First pair of trainers: no

RIGHT NOW

59. Eating: no
60. Drinking: no
61. I'm about to: blog?
62. Listening: yes
63. Waiting: yes

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids? : yes
65. Get Married? : hope so
66. Career? : be my own BOSS!

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes: eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: hugs
69. Shorter or taller: taller
70. Older or Younger: younger
71. Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: arm
73. Sensitive or loud: sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
75. Trouble-maker or hesitant: trouble-maker

HAVE YOU EVER:

76. Kissed a stranger: yes
77. Drank hard liquor: yes
78. Lost glasses/contacts: no
79. Sex on first date: no
80. Broken someone's heart: yes
82. Been arrested: no
83. Turned someone down: yes
84. Cried when someone died: yes
85. Fallen for a friend?: yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself: yes
87. Miracles: no
88. Love at first sight: no
89. Heaven: no
90. Santa Claus: no
91. Kiss on the first date: no
92. Angels: no

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: no
95. Did you sing today?: yes
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: yes
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: Primary school days!
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: 1993
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: yes
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: yeah, right.

Tired, seriously TIRED!!!

Quite moodless this few days, feeling like my job do not have honey moon time. Getting busier and having more clients or so called "baby" for me to babysit. After the stupid Banting job now consider got abit more time to rest and start to do all the paper work. This coming Friday i'll need to travel to Kota Kinabalu for a service trip. My 1st time travel by plane after 4 months of driving. 

When life stepped into a new dimension, adapt it, change urself to fit into the current situation. Don't expect the environment and surroundings to change to ur preferred. Stress started to become heavier day by day. When is the day that i cannot hold anymore? Really hoping to go for a vacation to release my tension and stress, go some place that i can leave all my "baggage" aside and RELAX-ing every single moment!

Don't get set into one form, adapt it and build your own, and let it grow, be like water. Empty your mind, be formless, shapeless — like water. Now you put water in a cup, it becomes the cup; You put water into a bottle it becomes the bottle; You put it in a teapot it becomes the teapot. Water can flow or it can crash. Be water, my friend.

New year resolution

I'm back! New year new hope. I really need to set resolution for this new year if not i'll end up like a piece of mess that currently i am now!

2010 new year resolution:-

1. Settle all my debts for the TW trip and my mom's borrowed. 

2. Get a new HTC phone! Hero or Legend

3. Need to find some "side" income. 

4. Get my body shaped! go gym and more exercising~

5. Save 10k!? RM?

6. Renovate my room (Carpeted it and airconded it)

7. Fish aquarium with fish to make my house more "LIFE"!

8. Get alcatel certified! 

9. Change my lifestyle, need to sleep early!

***Hope can fulfill at least half of these resolution~ wish me luck!***

Happy New Year to all fans  =D all the best for 2010!