开始怀念

突然间开始怀念以前的日子。

这几天总算过了几天荒唐的日子。看戏，打电动，看YOUTUBE，看部落格。昨天看完了G联赛-第二赛季的魔兽和星际2录像。今天开始迷上脸书的TETRIS，打了接近五，六个小时。真的有些太荒唐了，连我自己都有点接受不了。哈哈！！！

也不知道下次可以过着这么荒唐的日子又是什么时候？！
今年真的很衰一下。很多特别的，奇怪的，不可思议的事情发生了，但是就是没有一件好事。很多今年的计划，都突然有了很大的变动。

昨天听了一首特别感动的歌CHRIS MEDINA - WHAT ARE WORDS。第一次听完了个不是去找歌词，而是去WIKI找歌手的资料。有谁会知道，结婚前的两个月，一场意外改变了两个人。

一句话，什么时候都可以说；一个承诺，是要有担待的。
我想讲的不是一句话，而是一个承诺！

Good nite all, it's already 1.42am!

Half year gone

This half year I've done nothing. The only thing I'm proud of is - I passed my UC training.
People moving forward but seems like - I'm not. I'm refuse to move forward because I don't feel safe enough. When only I can have my own time to do my own work? These days is the toughest day of mine, the only motivation is actually from a good old friend.
Heard from a friend, you should feel lucky if you manage to wake up tomorrow. Not everyone have the chance actually.
If you manage to open your eyes tomorrow morning, then it's a very lucky day and it's a good day for sure.

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Still the same

Don't you ever wish you were someone else. You were meant to be the way you are exactly.
I'm always thinking to be a better one, but I guess I'm not doing it well.
Still the same me actually.

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Unchanged

When the sky gets dark there will have stars guiding the ships.
When the weather gets warm it'll rain.

This is the third time having this kinda feeling. Thought it'll never appear again but still, same.
I'll need more time I guess. I'm just...

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People doesn't care how much effort you put to finish a job. As long as you manage to finish it within the timeline, they doesn't even care how you finish it and how much you have gone through for the whole process.

If this is what you want... then let it be, from this moment onward I will be the only me. Face the truth, you're always yourself and you are only yourself. Nothing is permanent in this kind of surroundings. Life adapt for the environment changes to survive for million years, so do I! Time for a major change!

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Update

Just to update for those who concern...

Just came back from trips and still in one piece... BIGGER PIECE I mean. Gaining too much weight. New record had been set. Will post a proper article soon I think.Stay tune!

忘了我是谁

最近，工作忙得团团转，感觉忙了很久，但又觉得好像看不到成果。
有时怀疑自己的头壳是不是坏了，想法和正常人有一段距离。

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I can't do casual.

I told you I'll be fine, in fact I'm not. Casual is not easy for a person like me. My life is like ABC and yours is like 123, it'll only come to something alike when I'm on O and you reached 0.

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很累

我需要休息。我真的需要休息。有形和无形的压力压得我快窒息了。我要放假！！！！！！！！！

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问

想问但却欲言又止，最后只能猜。

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有没有这么一天

有没有这么一天，你觉得自己特别地懒。
有没有这么一天，你觉得自己特别棒。
有没有这么一天，你觉得自己特别地无助。
有没有这么一天，你觉得自己特别差劲。

走过的路，比别人辛苦，看到地东西却比别人多。每次的失败都是成功过程的见证。

这一天，我没有踏出那一步，因为我已经累了，我须要休息。

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就只是这样，也只有这样

我度过了很多这样的傍晚。
坐在电脑前，按着荧幕里的刷新，眼睛看着荧幕，脑袋里却想着其他事情。
有时只想去爬山，留一身的汗，然后在山上吹着风，听虫鸣鸟叫。

我度过了很多这样的傍晚。
想着，今晚要去那里，明晚又有什么节目。到最后哪里都没去，就呆在家里。
看着面子书，看着MSN，看着每个人更新了什么。

我度过了很多这样的傍晚。
思考着，我到底在做什么？我的目标是什么？

世间就是有那么巧的事，可是就是这样，也只有这样。

停版

写了不少文章，就是不想发表。决定不写了！

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年廿九

下午去了医院探病，婆婆进院了。第一次喂我的长辈进食，感觉我真的长大了，已经不再是蹦蹦跳跳，无忧无虑的孩子了。
傍晚匆匆忙忙去和朋友踢球，一踢就踢到凌晨。然后和朋友们出去夜宵，谈着其他朋友的大计和我们的未来。凌晨三点钟才回到家，当要开门时才发觉忘了带钥匙出门。
离开中学后第一次望着凌晨三点钟的天空，感觉又是格外特别。今晚的天空有些偏红，感觉上明天又会是一场雨。看到凌晨三点钟的芙蓉，回到家的感觉就是不一样。生活节奏突然慢了下来感觉特别好。
就是喜欢芙蓉，感觉就是不一样，超舒服的！

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Adidas watergrip

Bought this shoe after looking at it around 2-3 years. A little present for me for my birthday and a gift for the year 2010.

This shoe is for outdoor activities use. Hiking I'm coming back again, tabur aka melawati hill, you torn my nike free 7.0 and you will pay for it.

Upcoming shoes - Converse and a running shoe.

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