I need a BREAK!

开始怀念

2011-09-05T01:43:00.000+08:00

突然间开始怀念以前的日子。

这几天总算过了几天荒唐的日子。看戏，打电动，看YOUTUBE，看部落格。昨天看完了G联赛-第二赛季的魔兽和星际2录像。今天开始迷上脸书的TETRIS，打了接近五，六个小时。真的有些太荒唐了，连我自己都有点接受不了。哈哈！！！

也不知道下次可以过着这么荒唐的日子又是什么时候？！
今年真的很衰一下。很多特别的，奇怪的，不可思议的事情发生了，但是就是没有一件好事。很多今年的计划，都突然有了很大的变动。

昨天听了一首特别感动的歌CHRIS MEDINA - WHAT ARE WORDS。第一次听完了个不是去找歌词，而是去WIKI找歌手的资料。有谁会知道，结婚前的两个月，一场意外改变了两个人。

一句话，什么时候都可以说；一个承诺，是要有担待的。
我想讲的不是一句话，而是一个承诺！

Good nite all, it's already 1.42am!

Half year gone

2011-07-13T23:20:00.001+08:00

This half year I've done nothing. The only thing I'm proud of is - I passed my UC training.
People moving forward but seems like - I'm not. I'm refuse to move forward because I don't feel safe enough. When only I can have my own time to do my own work? These days is the toughest day of mine, the only motivation is actually from a good old friend.
Heard from a friend, you should feel lucky if you manage to wake up tomorrow. Not everyone have the chance actually.
If you manage to open your eyes tomorrow morning, then it's a very lucky day and it's a good day for sure.

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Still the same

2011-07-10T21:59:00.001+08:00

Don't you ever wish you were someone else. You were meant to be the way you are exactly.
I'm always thinking to be a better one, but I guess I'm not doing it well.
Still the same me actually.

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Unchanged

2011-06-24T00:19:00.001+08:00

When the sky gets dark there will have stars guiding the ships.
When the weather gets warm it'll rain.

This is the third time having this kinda feeling. Thought it'll never appear again but still, same.
I'll need more time I guess. I'm just...

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F

2011-06-12T23:27:00.000+08:00

People doesn't care how much effort you put to finish a job. As long as you manage to finish it within the timeline, they doesn't even care how you finish it and how much you have gone through for the whole process.

If this is what you want... then let it be, from this moment onward I will be the only me. Face the truth, you're always yourself and you are only yourself. Nothing is permanent in this kind of surroundings. Life adapt for the environment changes to survive for million years, so do I! Time for a major change!

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Update

2011-05-22T23:40:00.000+08:00

Just to update for those who concern...

Just came back from trips and still in one piece... BIGGER PIECE I mean. Gaining too much weight. New record had been set. Will post a proper article soon I think.Stay tune!

忘了我是谁

2011-04-22T00:31:00.001+08:00

最近，工作忙得团团转，感觉忙了很久，但又觉得好像看不到成果。
有时怀疑自己的头壳是不是坏了，想法和正常人有一段距离。

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I can't do casual.

2011-04-08T00:20:00.001+08:00

I told you I'll be fine, in fact I'm not. Casual is not easy for a person like me. My life is like ABC and yours is like 123, it'll only come to something alike when I'm on O and you reached 0.

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很累

2011-03-30T02:52:00.001+08:00

我需要休息。我真的需要休息。有形和无形的压力压得我快窒息了。我要放假！！！！！！！！！

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问

2011-03-26T00:40:00.001+08:00

想问但却欲言又止，最后只能猜。

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有没有这么一天

2011-03-07T00:59:00.001+08:00

有没有这么一天，你觉得自己特别地懒。
有没有这么一天，你觉得自己特别棒。
有没有这么一天，你觉得自己特别地无助。
有没有这么一天，你觉得自己特别差劲。

走过的路，比别人辛苦，看到地东西却比别人多。每次的失败都是成功过程的见证。

这一天，我没有踏出那一步，因为我已经累了，我须要休息。

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就只是这样，也只有这样

2011-02-27T21:50:00.000+08:00

我度过了很多这样的傍晚。
坐在电脑前，按着荧幕里的刷新键，眼睛看着荧幕，脑袋里却向着其他事情。
有时只想去爬山，留一身的汗，然后在山上吹着风，听着鸟叫声。

我度过了很多这样的傍晚。
想着，今晚要去那里，明晚又有什么节目。每次到最后哪里都没去，呆在家里。
看着面子书，看着MSN，看着每个人更新了什么。

我度过了很多这样的傍晚。
思考着，我到底在做什么？我的目标是什么？

世间就是有那么巧的事，可是就只是这样，也只有这样。

停版

2011-02-10T00:25:00.001+08:00

写了不少文章，就是不想发表。决定不写了！

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年廿九

2011-02-02T03:44:00.001+08:00

下午去了医院探病，婆婆进院了。第一次喂我的长辈进食，感觉我真的长大了，已经不再是蹦蹦跳跳，无忧无虑的孩子了。
傍晚匆匆忙忙去和朋友踢球，一踢就踢到凌晨。然后和朋友们出去夜宵，谈着其他朋友的大计和我们的未来。凌晨三点钟才回到家，当要开门时才发觉忘了带钥匙出门。
离开中学后第一次望着凌晨三点钟的天空，感觉又是格外特别。今晚的天空有些偏红，感觉上明天又会是一场雨。看到凌晨三点钟的芙蓉，回到家的感觉就是不一样。生活节奏突然慢了下来感觉特别好。
就是喜欢芙蓉，感觉就是不一样，超舒服的！

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Adidas watergrip

2011-01-01T08:43:00.001+08:00

Bought this shoe after looking at it around 2-3 years. A little present for me for my birthday and a gift for the year 2010.

This shoe is for outdoor activities use. Hiking I'm coming back again, tabur aka melawati hill, you torn my nike free 7.0 and you will pay for it.

Upcoming shoes - Converse and a running shoe.

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2011 Resolution

2010-12-28T22:37:00.001+08:00

Saving as planned.
Stay fit, not fat.
Minor renovation in my room.
House plan (at least start survey)
1 local and 1 foreign trip at least
Get a pet~ (Arowana)

Last year I stated 9 but completed 3.... so is 1/3, this year I become very smart by reducing it to 6, so if I get 3 completed, it's already 50%. SMART ME!

Looking back at my resolution for 2010

2010-12-26T23:44:00.000+08:00

Is time to look back what I've done for this year 2010 and to set some realistic one for 2011.

3/9 has been completed not even half of it. From this year I've learnt that do not expect much from the sources you can't control and to be more realistic by looking into myself and things I can control. I've spend a lot for buying and repairing my gadgets for this year and food I think. A conclusion for year 2010... I messed up lotsa things.

So is time to plan something realistic and I really need to change my spending behavior. I'll come back with my 2011 resolution on the next post I hope~

13 days

2010-12-19T02:48:00.001+08:00

This is the 13th day. I think I did a good job but not a great one. Dong zhi n Christmas is around the corner, hope everyone do well for this 2 weeks before 2010 ends.

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Time pass

2010-12-16T22:05:00.001+08:00

I'm fine and I dunno what to write. Bye world.

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已经习惯了

2010-12-05T23:54:00.000+08:00

以前的我不喜欢戴手表。因为我不喜欢有东西绑在我手上，就算是手链、项链、戒指都是一样。就在大学的最后一个学期，我决定买我人生的第一支手表。之后我还是很少戴手表，直到我开始工作，戴手表已经成为了我的习惯。如果没有手表在手上感觉就会很奇怪，慢慢发觉我已经开始习惯了。从不喜欢到习惯只是用了一年的时间，很多东西就像朋友说的“要尝试去接受”。

或许是时候改变自己的习惯了，不要再用习惯当作自己的借口。很多事情是可以改变的，习惯也是一样。

2010+5

2010-12-02T02:00:00.001+08:00

五年以后我会在哪里?
还会不会在吉隆坡，还会不会在"雷电"?
五年以后，我会不会为了钱而烦恼?
会不会已经改行了?会不会改变了生活方式?
五年以后，我对生活的比重会有什么改变?
物质还是感情?
五年说长不长，说短不短。但愿这五年会变得越来越好。毕竟象我说的，明天和意外不知道哪个先到。所以不敢承诺什么海誓山盟，只希望一切都不要太坏就好。

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分别

2010-11-02T16:06:00.001+08:00

每个人对事件都会有自己的见解。也许我和别人的分别就是我想太多了。因为我不想做了之后才来后悔，所以我做事往往会瞻前顾后。

原来我和别人的最大分别是我的头壳坏了。

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2010-10-27T20:45:00.000+08:00

another 4 to go!

refer to this post... on May 2010

~~Transition lens specs RM500+~~ DONE! 2/5/2010
Polaroid sunglasses RM350+
~~Tint car RM650+~~ DONE! 6/5/2010
Aircond for my room RM1000+
Carpet for my room RM200+
~~HTC Legend RM2000+~~ DONE with Desire

OMG my pace is slow... really very slow. Is time to give up some of these ideas and put in more! left 2 months until 2010 ends. So is time to list out some targets to fulfill for the next year!

Things is simple don't make it hard

2010-10-22T00:18:00.001+08:00

Sometimes a very simple thing we spend too much time on it. That's why we always complaint not enough time to finish up this and that. Just found out something special in my life, I'm just another person that different from the one you people see and know.

Good nite all.

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Tired

2010-10-21T00:32:00.001+08:00

I'm really very tired. Hope can have a long rest on next month maybe.

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Save me from the mess

2010-10-18T01:07:00.001+08:00

I've made a very wrong decision in last year. Now I wish I can rework the whole thing out. I'm totally lost now and I dunno what should I do for tomorrow and the day after it.

When I'll be myself again? I need direction and a compass to move on.

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rest day

2010-10-16T00:13:00.001+08:00

Empty my mind and rest. No more thinking and planning. Sometimes is good to be selfish.

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Old man's life

2010-10-13T23:16:00.001+08:00

Getting very tired on 11pm nowadays. Like my secondary school friends said, I cannot keep myself awake after 1030pm. We did some experiment with yam cha session and happy hour session, the result is not good, o hardly keep my eyes opened. Although my eyes are open but my brain stop functioning.

Now already 2314 so I need to sleep dy. Good nite all. Sleep tight.

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最讨厌

2010-10-13T00:27:00.001+08:00

最讨厌别人骗我。第一次感到那么无奈，那么无助。已经一个星期了，心情还是无法平复，脑海里还一直出现那一句活。

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2morow is Dday

2010-10-10T23:23:00.001+08:00

2morow will be the day. My 1st project to start operation. Users start working around 730am. So I'm going into their office around 715am. Hope everything goes smooth and hopefully no more major changes from them.

Hope there will be sumone from office to back me up 2morow. Wish me luck and hopefully everything will be settle down 2morow.

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3rd day posting b4 I sleep

2010-10-09T00:24:00.001+08:00

All the while I'm still me, the fellow tat thinks very much. Still think tat I've been giving too much hope on something tat is too far beyond me. It still inside my mind and I was thinking how this happened? A lie is a lie, but why I was told by people tat was lying that I was been lied? I still can't figure it out.

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tired

2010-10-08T00:15:00.001+08:00

Working is tired. Wish to have my holiday soon. I'll be getting really bz from now till the year 2010 ends. Planning my leave for next year now. Really need a long holiday to rest my mind and body. Time to do some future planning.

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Ppl asking why?

2010-10-07T00:10:00.001+08:00

I do not know how to answer and I oso wished to know what's happening. The situation was like I was told by the person who ignored me "you've been ignored by me".

Good nite all. Slept.

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I did it ALONE!

2010-09-12T00:41:00.000+08:00

For years I've been thinking of watching movie alone... End up I did it yesterday and today, two days in a row. Friday - Grown Ups. Saturday - Step Up 3. Like what my sister say, we just think too much compare to other people, because of the background of our family and the old days.

Every single things I'm having now is earned by me alone, not much supports given by my family cause my parents want us to earn ourself. Currently doing some planning for myself for the next 5 years. Hopefully everything will goes smooth. Getting more focus on my job and life since the day I quit playing computer games. Working like change a man's mind.

Like what my parents, boss and colleague said... I need to put more effort and starts to get more life! My boss even say this line to me "GO GET A LIFE!" I was thinking like "zzz..."

有多少情侣败给了距离

2010-09-09T23:12:00.001+08:00

1、短信听不到语气，电话看不到表情。

其实我没生气，你当真了；我在笑呢，你看不到吧；我哭了呢，抱着手机哭倦了睡过又醒了，你在忙吗？

2、共同语言
如果两个人在一起，两个人的交往圈会融为共同的圈子，话题永远都在更新。
而不在一起的两个人，对彼此身边的环境都会因陌生而逐渐失去兴趣，慢慢的，能说的话只有空洞的‘我想你’。
我在努力找话题呢，不要回信说‘哦、嗯、好’了好吗？

3、不安全感
看了10次手机了，你还是没有回信。你在哪、和谁、在干什么？刚刚拒绝了别人的好意，却禁不住想，你身边的莺莺燕燕，一如我身边的花花草草吗？

4、远水不救近火
我这里下雨了，来送伞的是同学的弟弟；我吃饭忘带钱了，来解围的是朋友的朋友。
原来你不吭声是因为你生病了，可我再担忧，也不能在你身边端一杯水…

5、距离产生幻觉
其实我有些小虚荣，照片有时候修掉了眼袋才给你看；其实你有些小自负，认定了的事情就以为自己一定对。
为了大老远的爱你，我拒绝接受身边一切说你不好的言论，什么都往好的方向想。你也是吧？
其实我们都不是对方想象的那样好……

6、距离产生误会
我兴冲冲地发短信给你讲刚刚的趣事，你隔了半天说‘噢’，我不知道你在忙的嘛，所以我生闷气了。
你给我发了八条短信两个电话我也没回，愤怒得嗷嗷直叫，我在做上课呢，手机调振动了的嘛。其实我们都知道对方不是故意的，但情绪来了，总需要宣泄的。

7、善意的谎言
我碰巧和相熟的男生去看电影了，想了想，对你说和女生去的。
你独自去了我们约好要一起去的地方，犹豫再三，对我说你哪都没去。
不愿让对方多想，却因为偶尔的疏忽，让对方想得更多。

8、寂寞
一个人不寂寞，想念一个人才寂寞。
你说，来，抱抱。于是我把自己裹在被窝里，闭上眼，恩，抱抱。
一个人站在夜空下时，你会抬头看月亮吗？

9、信念坍塌
我看到身边一对一对的，男生帮女生打开水送饭，在宿舍楼下卿卿我我，周末还能一起爬山，没忍住就对在地图对角线上的你发牢骚，其实是想听你的鼓励，想听听你的安慰，你的一个电话就能让我安心。
可也许刚刚好你接到朋友异地恋分手倾诉的电话，那么容易就把自己带入了戏，无心的抱怨雪上加霜。
有时候折腾一下，只为了证明自己的重要性。哪知脆弱基础上的高楼只须多压上一根头发的重量，也许就崩溃了。

10、你的真心
人心隔肚皮，更何况我们还隔着千山万水。男生永远无法理解女生为什么需要浓浓的表达爱意，正如我永远不知道你为何可以那样轻轻的表明心意。

当我完全了解以上所有困难，依然下定决心明知不可为而为之的时候，却不知上一刻还信誓旦旦的你，会不会什么时候突然铁了心要放弃呢？
也许只是终于亲身经历，我们才觉悟了，异地真的不是一张火车票可以解决的事情。但是，亲爱的，我们其实是如此在乎彼此，我们即使有什么不能认同的事情，但我们依然在一起，并且即将共同面对。

转载

My darling Desire is here!

2010-09-05T22:08:00.001+08:00

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hello world

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周传雄 - 男人海洋

2010-08-23T21:09:00.000+08:00

做远远看护的月光，不做阻挡你的墙，

我的爱是折下自己的翅膀，送给你飞翔。

慈母多败儿

2010-07-27T00:46:00.000+08:00

本来星期六要回芙蓉的，结果加班到十一点才回到家。回到家冲了个凉，上网转了一个圈，就瘫死在床上。星期天一早就回了芙蓉，本来要去吃客家面的，结果看见很多人在排队，打消了念头转个弯去打包牛腩粉（因为客家面打包了不好吃）。

回到家，吃了早餐不久后慈母回来了买了两个榴莲RM20。结果不够吃，就驾车出去买了RM40的榴莲和两颗椰子回家继续吃。感觉好像被慈母骗了说买榴莲给我吃，结果好像是在吊我的瘾，被骗了~姐说我妈是慈母，因为我妈买榴莲给我吃。

很谢谢慈母帮我烫我的做工衣，败儿能给的只是三颗Ferrero Rocher。真的是慈母多败儿！

KL 1 day trip

2010-07-06T21:06:00.000+08:00

Planning on a KL 1 day trip.

Places to visit:-

KLCC skybridge
Tugu Negara
Dataran Merdeka
KL train station

Anyone wanna join? Got other interesting place to visit at KL?

累

2010-06-29T01:47:00.000+08:00

累！

很累！

超级累！

西北累！

Something!

2010-06-25T01:01:00.000+08:00

Alot of my friends now having world cup fever... but i'm not. Worst world cup in my life, usually i'll just enjoying watching every matches that shown on astro. But this year, life goes on and i need to adapt to my working life. Not even gambling or betting this world cup. The only things related to this year world cup is...

1) Playing a small game within company guessing hu will be the champion of WC2010.

2) Finding Argentina jersey S size! KL n Seremban all sold off! Singapore canot find. Gonna try Australia or other places that i got contact.

It's already 2 months working like a never ending story, non stop attending client sites. Hopefully it'll become better next month. This weekend i gonna rest at KL and relax till the max. FYI, previous 3 days i'm really tired, watch show halfway oso can fall asleep, or lie on bed for not more than 5 mins then fall asleep d.

The good thing is... my eye bag had disappeared this morning when i wake up!

不一样

2010-06-22T00:30:00.000+08:00

不一样的水！

水，是液态。水也可变成水蒸气，气态。水也可变成固体，冰。

不一样的人，在不同环境里成长，就有了不同的思想和脾气。有多少个人能接受并包容其它人？可能一辈子也找不到一个和自己想法一致的人。之前听过没有谁可以改变别人，只有改变自己的想法来迎合别人，学会体谅和包容才可以走得更远，活得更久。

我有试着改变自己，因为我想变的更好，更有价值。每个人都有机会进步，就看自己有多少能耐，能为自己牺牲多少，放弃多少。所谓的舍得，首先要学会舍弃一些没有必要的东西，才会得到其他可以让自己更有价值更有竞争能力！

我想变的不一样！

有人说……

2010-06-17T23:06:00.000+08:00

有人说，如果没有了梦想，跟条咸鱼有什么分别？
有了梦想，让每个人都有了进步的动力，有了对未来的展望和期许。很多梦想等着我的努力，很多梦想等着我的第一步。第一步往往是每个人最难做出的决定，我也是如此。现在正储蓄着弹药，足够让我应付接下来的每一个决定，不管是对的或错的决定。

还有人说，如果没有了回忆，跟一张白纸有什么分别？
有了回忆，让每个人都有幸福和受伤的过程，让每个事物都有了对与错，好与坏的差别。回忆让人成长，让一个人有了分辨是非对错的能力。很多以前没有发觉的事情都会浮出台面，什么是真心什么是假意都会一一现形。

又有人说，如果没有了没有，是不是就拥有了一切？没有和有会不会只是到达相同终点的不同的路？

OMG month

2010-06-16T00:20:00.000+08:00

7th to 9th of June (Mon-Wed), went to east coast followed by 11th (Fri) went KK Sabah on last week. This week, starting on 2morow i'll go south, 1st stop Alor Gajah, 2nd stop Muar, 3rd stop Segamat, last stop Johor Bahru. Such a tiring month for me.

Just found out my spending is getting higher. Now i need to re-plan all my spendings for this year and the coming year. The last thing i'll spend on should be a new mobile phone to replace my n70 that have served me for 4 years and started to have all sorts of problems.

Now my mission is... SAVE MONEY! need to budget more this few months.

I'm connected to facebook again!

2010-06-02T21:41:00.000+08:00

Just decided to go for legend after saw the confirmation of HTC on the android 2.2 Froyo update on LEGEND!

Actually today my internet connection is crawling like a tortise... so i cannot stream my "三国" series and "掌上明珠" series. Today passby my hometown after working at Rembau, went back home to have my lunch and clear my GOODDAY choco milk. My mom ask me carry the 21 inch TV back to KL so i can watch World Cup starts on 11th June. But i have to go back office so i din carry it back, i think this weekend i'll ask my brother carry back for me if not i'll miss this coming world cup 1st match!

For no reason i linked my blogspot to facebook again... Yesterday started my core training. Thought today can go midvalley to shop for my exercise band, end up went home rest oso. The bed and the series are poisoning me so much after i quit playing games. Hahaha! Hi guys I'm back IN ACTION!!!!

another 4 to go!

2010-05-06T20:05:00.000+08:00

Ok so now settled 2 higher priority tasks~ another 4 to go!

~~Transition lens specs RM500+~~ DONE! 2/5/2010
Polaroid sunglasses RM350+
~~Tint car RM650+~~ DONE! 6/5/2010
Aircond for my room RM1000+
Carpet for my room RM200+
HTC Legend RM2000+ ?? next month ??

HTC Legend next! Hopefully can get it around this 2 months. Btw... started paying my ptptn loan. Getting really poor this few months~ wish me luck!

TRIP NEXT WEEK!

2010-04-29T02:12:00.000+08:00

Tired of working from Monday to Friday?

Hu wans to join me for a road trip for next weekend(8th-9th May)? venue not sure yet, 2 days 1 night trip. FYI this is a budget trip!

if interested please suggest the venue~ thanks.

not in the mood

2010-04-18T17:08:00.000+08:00

I've rely on ppl too much... I really need to get rid of this... this kinda bad feeling. If i don't start now this irritating bad feeling will continue to tailed me.

yes! fak u!

for some personal issue i decided to remove the feed to my fb!

粗心大意

2010-04-15T00:04:00.000+08:00

最近的自己，总是不在状况内。

昨天，在公司里加班，结果被老板赶回家。回到家后发现自己的pendrive留在公司，没有了pendrive里的程式不能继续之前的工作。打开了laptop，又发觉忘了把已经卷好的laptop adapter放进背囊里。结果，打了通电话给我的主管麻烦他把程式电邮给我，而我就飚车去PJ找同事借他的adapter。还好，最后都来得及把第二天工作的东西准备好。

今天一早，开车去马六甲公干。从0830开始到1430结束，然后开车到预定的酒店时，才发觉忘了带我的行李！真的是无言……已经是连续两天发生这样的事了！

从两次到一次，明天应该会恢复正常了！哈哈

Emo!

2010-04-13T01:31:00.000+08:00

I really need psychiatrist~ Getting serious EMOlution... Think bad but din act.

第一次……

2010-04-11T23:52:00.000+08:00

第一次的自助旅行，
第一次坐上120km/h奔驰的巴士，
第一次放肆的过着自己的生活，
第一次尝高粱酒，
第一次那么忐忑不安。

这次地旅行，我终于找到了艾丽丝写的《BA357》。
也找到了旅行的意义！放轻松，看得宽，走得远！

对？错？

2010-04-08T22:11:00.001+08:00

一个相同的物件，摆在不同人身上；
感觉原来是那么的熟悉，亲切……
简单的是物件，不简单的是其后而来的感觉。
对其他人毫不起眼的物件，原来隐藏着那么多的回忆！
在回忆里剩下的已经不知道是痛还是期待……

很多东西没有对错，对的定义其实是在对的时间做了对的事！

Taiwan updates~

2010-03-30T08:52:00.000+08:00

Dem nice here... weather is extremely nice for vacation, around 5 more days to go...

Friends in MY, stay healthy, got some story happens here... will update my blog when i reach back MY on 4th April.

Change mood, change attitude, change lifestyle!

2010-03-24T22:56:00.000+08:00

Getting seriously tired of travelling!

Current location, Tangkak - D'anjung Inn. Still not in the mood for my Taiwan trip on this Saturday. Yesterday chit chatting with my department head in my office. Sumthing like this:-

A: 你就好咯，去旅行！一定储蓄了很多钱去旅行。
me: 本来存够了的，这几个星期，一直很多outstation的routine service，都用到七七八八了。去旅行时时，粮才刚出，都来不及换台币，claim又还没回来。
A: 哈哈！（走开了）
A: （走回来了）现在去survey先，等粮和claim回来了真的是“大大块”！下次去时就够了。
me: （无言）

Whole office de staff laughing... Thought "zha" my boss ha, end up let him "zha" back.

Btw, this Taiwan trip de expenses is borrowed from my mom again. Feel so sorry for her cos everytime oso need her to back me up when i need big sum of money. Really need to have some saving next time no more borrowing after this trip.

Hopefully i can start packing my things and do sum planning for the trip after 2morow, but it's quite impossible cos office still got alot projects on hand and this few weeks we are getting BZer and BZer. My company have 7 engineers include me, next week gonna be a hard week for them that are still in office, 1 colleague resign cos his backache, 1 colleague went Singapore, I going Taiwan. Left 4 engineers in office. Really need a new colleague ASAP! My company is hiring now, for those tat are interested in working in Telco field and Networking please click this link to JOBSTREET to apply the job.

So stress... becoming senior soon, but wat oso dunno. Really need to put more effort into my work, must bring some notes back home to study, no more time to waste!

To be complete tasks.

2010-03-21T20:29:00.000+08:00

Some to be complete tasks for me in this year 2010~

Transition lens specs RM500+
Polaroid sunglasses RM350+
Tint car RM650+
Aircond for my room RM1000+
Carpet for my room RM200+
HTC Legend RM2200+

Total around RM5000 projected spending within this year! Task 1 and 3 have is the high priority task to be complete after my Taiwan trip. My eye is getting worst especially in the night. Always need to drive till quite near only can see the words on the signboard. Need to get rid of this problem asap!

I planned to tint my car since i start working... end up worked for almost 7 months already still remain untint! Quite embarrassing rite?

HTC Legend is the next? My n70 served his job excellent for 4 years without any problem~ since it's battery is getting bad nowadays I've decide to move forward for the next generation of HP technology. Touchscreen! It will land on Malaysia hopefully on this early April. But still HTC Desire oso another choice for me if the price is not that pricy compare to Legend.

Install aircond and getting my room carpeted is another major task for me if the weather is still remain like this. This 2 task is both interrelated and must be complete together! Hope the weather will get better and i can postpone this BIG project to year 2011~ Just found out another important thing when installing aircond, the window and curtain!

So polaroid sunglasses is the lower priority task... i think...

East Coast Trip

2010-03-16T22:42:00.000+08:00

This east coast trip is quite a tiring trip for me. Driving around 3 hours everyday. At Pahang Jengka i knew another guy from the same parent company as me - Abang Mahdi. After the service in Jengka, we speed (120km/h lowest speed) all the way from Jengka to Jabor toll. When i reach Terengganu Dungun, i went to check-in in the hotel tat my office's engineer usually stay.

When i open the room! guess wat... FREAKING BIG room wif balcony and 2 single beds... Was so shocked when i c the room. That night... i was streaming movie non stop using ppstream so syok there. But MSN is blocked! The next morning, i took my breakfast coupon to the cafeteria to have my breakfast, thought it was like the previous hotel i stayed in cameron, ala carte breakfast, hu knows! BUFFET style! wth... but i din eat much just eat a plate of nasi lemak few sausages, few wedges.

After the breakfast i went Dungun's site for the service and continue my journey to Kelantan's Jerteh. When i reached the hotel, the reception there canot find my name on the reservation list... so swt! End up...my name was on the 17th means they put my name on the wrong date reservation list... so double swt! So i need to wait the guest check out on 4pm onli i can check in to the room. So i went to KFC again, while at Dungun i oso have my brunchner at KFC. My order was... Snack plate + set E (cheesy chikaroni set) RM14.70. I think it should be a reasonable meal n price for my 2 meals.

Different story starts from here... When i open the room! FAKING SMALL room wif no window! ok... i can accept no window wif an aircond installed inside. But when i open my lappy to online, the LINE there was DOWN! DOWN!!! it's DOWN u idoit!!!! How am i going to survive???? Luckily i got bring my own hard disk wif "Confucius" and "Murder in the First" inside... After i watched the Confucius i really canot stand wif no connection so i went to KFC again. 3rd time for ur notice. Buy myself a cup of MILO and start sitting here to online~

East coast is a not bad place but this place is really abit out... Supermarket wif a PA system, a promoter keep toking about the discount they are having and songs is playing from their speaker all around the supermarket! The last time i saw a supermarket like tat was in Seremban 15 years ago i think.

Time to say goodbye~ Go back hotel continue my "Murder in the First" =D

2morow will be a hard day for me driving around 7 - 8 hours back to KL. Gonna buy at least 4 cans of Nescafe to keep me awake throughout the journey. Hope 2morow will be smooth and steady... hope to settle everything by 11am so i can go back to kl b4 the sky gets dark!

阿密特

2010-03-10T00:04:00.000+08:00

我最期待的演唱会终于来到了马来西亚了！

总共卅九张票！真的是超夸张的……

这些是赠品吗？哈哈！！！

Taiwan Trip?

2010-03-08T00:05:00.000+08:00

Getting near to the date for my TW trip. 27th if not mistaken, till now i still dunno the actual schedule and the time arrangement yet. This month will be another hard month for me, a project need to be commission and another 1 need to start doing the hard work - termination, gonna spend around 2 - 3 days there and will suffer very hard JAM cos both of the sites are in KL area.

Where is my mood for the trip? I did not feel tat i'm excited cos the trip is getting nearer~ GOD BLESS ME~

Seremban!

2010-02-28T23:34:00.000+08:00

I think i know y Seremban's Jusco always so crowded! Cos Seremban-kia all dem steady! Stay at KL, KL got big big Jusco dun 1 go, always go back Seremban Jusco!

Friday nite i received a call from 69, he say he is going back to Seremban wif his gf and tyco to meet ah leh, hobby and his gf (ying jing) they asked me to join them. So without doubt I followed them back to Seremban. In the car i was "ZA"ed gau gau by 69, tyco, and ah leh... ***feeling like wanna bang the car bang die them. XD

We had lots of fun tat day... Went sing k then we play around wif evinn. Hobby and ying jing get to play for the contest, get 1st runner up. <-- no prize~ Lastly, we went to central there to meet wif ah ben and his cousins. Had a yc session~

We are SSY - Seremban Steady Yau. Brotherhood of Heng Dai Wui

Flight

2010-02-25T00:21:00.000+08:00

I'm gonna have my 1st MAS flight 4 hours + later. Flight 0730 hours. Gonna wake up around 0445 hours. After my job at KK sabah i'll spend most of my time in the terminal, hope i can find a cafe tat is having wifi connection to burn my extra time in the airport (4 hours) i think. Bye all~

生活

2010-02-20T03:50:00.001+08:00

这几天，好像迷失了自己。自己都不知道自己在做什么，想什么……华人新年本应该过得特别地好，但是感觉上就是少了一些人事物。

刚刚跟朋友去了网吧打游戏，又去了戏院看了《锦衣卫》。但是在戏院里不知怎么的，突然想起了一些人。很多事情都骗得了人，骗不了自己。心情不好时真的是有迹可寻，话变得越来越少，特别想去些热闹的地方，希望自己被环境影响。但是，睡醒了还是一样……

总而言之，感觉就是不对！这不是我要的生活！我要的生活不是这样的！是时候收拾心情，开始为自己做些自己想要做的事。毕竟我不是为了谁而活，活着是为了自己。

***没有其他人比自己更了解自己，没有一个人可以陪你一辈子除了你自己！***

Radiant Service office

2010-02-08T21:09:00.001+08:00

Office de photo. Accidentally found in my hp. Credits to Mr. Chew! So messy~ LOL

Sarah McLachlan and Randy Newman - When She Loved Me.

2010-01-29T00:36:00.002+08:00

A simple and nice song...

LIFE-less!

2010-01-24T23:27:00.001+08:00

I'm so LIFELESS!

Work like cow, spend money like water. Seriously NO HOPE, NO FUTURE!!!

SONG!

2010-01-22T23:30:00.000+08:00

Sibeh SONG!

today is the day i get confirmed on my job, get increment, get incentive!

Taiwan i'm coming!!!

Morning Deep Blue

2010-01-21T00:16:00.001+08:00

This 2 weeks i having a bad time during the alarm ringing time in the morning. I don't usually need that long to wake up after the alarm. Having a bad time in the morning just make my life even more miserable till the end of the day. This is the 5th month of working in Radiant Comm. Started to hate driving car, after driving 12k km in just 4 months.

Seriously i really need a vacation to give my body a very good rest. Next vacation:-

1) CNY day 1: Singapore (FFKed by my mom)

2) CNY day 4: Cameron (Planning)

3) 27th March: Taiwan trip wif MMUians.

4) Others.... (hopefully)

I think my bed is the causing all the MORNING DEEP BLUE. Hope i can change my bed this few months. Feel so shame, after working for 5 months my car still not tinted yet. LOL!

Posting this as 100 truths

2010-01-18T00:10:00.000+08:00

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

(To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, copy and paste this note, erase my answers and enter your own, tag people (in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish.)

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage: plain water
2. Last phone call: my mom
3. Last text message: forgot
4. Last song you listened to: Bon Jovi - Always
5. Last time you cried : forgot

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice: yes
7. Been cheated on: no, not in my memory at least :p
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: nope
9. Lost someone special: yes
10. Been depressed: yes
11. Been drunk and threw up: yes

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:

12. white
13. maroon
14. brown

THIS LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)

15. Made a new friend: yes
16. Fallen out of love: no
17. Laughed until you cried: no
18. Met someone who changed you: yes
19. Found out who your true friends were: yes
20. Found out someone was talking about you: yes
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: no
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: 99%
23. How many kids do you want to have: 3 i think
24. Do you have any pets: Dog
25. Do you want to change your name: no
26. What did you do for your last birthday? : dinner wif friend
27. What time did you wake up today: 0930
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: chatting wif friend
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: MONEY
30. Last time you saw your Mother: 1830
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: go back to my primary school life!
32. What are you listening to right now: 韩红阿兰 - 天路
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: no
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Save money!!!
35. Most visited webpage: facebook, malaysiakini, sinchew, klse, lowyat
36. What's your real name: Sio Jun Chang
37. Nicknames: Tc, Terry, alot more!
38. Relationship Status: SAD
39. Zodiac sign: Scorpio
40. Male or female : male
41. Elementary?: IT
42. Middle School?: Chung Hua High School
43. High school/college?: MMU, UTAR
44. Hair colour: black
45. Long or short: short
46. Height: 170
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: yes
48: What do you like about yourself? : Hardworking
49. Piercings: no
50. Tattoos: no
51. Righty or lefty: Righty

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery: no
53. First piercing: no
54. First best friend: Chen Pak Hing
55. First sport you joined: Ping Pong
56. First vacation: forgot
58. First pair of trainers: no

RIGHT NOW

59. Eating: no
60. Drinking: no
61. I'm about to: blog?
62. Listening: yes
63. Waiting: yes

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids? : yes
65. Get Married? : hope so
66. Career? : be my own BOSS!

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes: eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: hugs
69. Shorter or taller: taller
70. Older or Younger: younger
71. Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: arm
73. Sensitive or loud: sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
75. Trouble-maker or hesitant: trouble-maker

HAVE YOU EVER:

76. Kissed a stranger: yes
77. Drank hard liquor: yes
78. Lost glasses/contacts: no
79. Sex on first date: no
80. Broken someone's heart: yes
82. Been arrested: no
83. Turned someone down: yes
84. Cried when someone died: yes
85. Fallen for a friend?: yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself: yes
87. Miracles: no
88. Love at first sight: no
89. Heaven: no
90. Santa Claus: no
91. Kiss on the first date: no
92. Angels: no

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: no
95. Did you sing today?: yes
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: yes
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: Primary school days!
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: 1993
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: yes
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: yeah, right.

Tired, seriously TIRED!!!

2010-01-05T01:28:00.001+08:00

Quite moodless this few days, feeling like my job do not have honey moon time. Getting busier and having more clients or so called "baby" for me to babysit. After the stupid Banting job now consider got abit more time to rest and start to do all the paper work. This coming Friday i'll need to travel to Kota Kinabalu for a service trip. My 1st time travel by plane after 4 months of driving.

When life stepped into a new dimension, adapt it, change urself to fit into the current situation. Don't expect the environment and surroundings to change to ur preferred. Stress started to become heavier day by day. When is the day that i cannot hold anymore? Really hoping to go for a vacation to release my tension and stress, go some place that i can leave all my "baggage" aside and RELAX-ing every single moment!

Don't get set into one form, adapt it and build your own, and let it grow, be like water. Empty your mind, be formless, shapeless — like water. Now you put water in a cup, it becomes the cup; You put water into a bottle it becomes the bottle; You put it in a teapot it becomes the teapot. Water can flow or it can crash. Be water, my friend.

New year resolution

2010-01-02T00:31:00.000+08:00

I'm back! New year new hope. I really need to set resolution for this new year if not i'll end up like a piece of mess that currently i am now!

2010 new year resolution:-

1. Settle all my debts for the TW trip and my mom's borrowed.

2. Get a new HTC phone! Hero or Legend

3. Need to find some "side" income.

4. Get my body shaped! go gym and more exercising~

5. Save 10k!? RM?

6. Renovate my room (Carpeted it and airconded it)

7. Fish aquarium with fish to make my house more "LIFE"!

8. Get alcatel certified!

9. Change my lifestyle, need to sleep early!

***Hope can fulfill at least half of these resolution~ wish me luck!***

Happy New Year to all fans =D all the best for 2010!

SUSPENDED!

2009-12-27T02:02:00.001+08:00

Blog

SUSPENDED

need to rest my soul n my brain... need to set resolution for the coming year. bye~

2009-12-23T23:45:00.002+08:00

无题

2009-12-23T00:38:00.000+08:00

改变了？

庾澄慶 - 想你，醒在00：03

2009-12-21T00:26:00.000+08:00

别说不可能　有天若你去爱别人
我的心会恨　这回忆会困我一生
爱是荒唐的缘份　圈住矛盾的恋人
不是发闷的想逃　就是发疯的沉沦

想你　醒在午夜零点零三分
你会去哪里　和怎样的人
像一支风筝　扯断线飞奔　我不管我可不可能

想你　醒在午夜零点零三分
距离昨天　只一首歌时分
情歌情多深　唱到思念都伤人

有太多感觉　不是完美就是破碎
眼眶里的泪　不够深不会轻易坠
梦是现实的陶醉　谁都无权力了解
这是你我的世界　不必理会谁说是非

single WORD

2009-12-19T22:05:00.000+08:00

Din even know a word really hurts tat much until i see it, feel it... A single word that i dun even know do u really meant it or just accidentally say it out. Words that even sharper than knife, pierce into my heart. All i can feel now is the pain from the bottom of my heart. Blood will keep dripping till the heart stop beating and dies~

原点

2009-12-18T23:03:00.004+08:00

我看见人类在这世界是多么渺小，更看见自己是多么的无能为力。人生就是如此，兜兜转转还是回到了原点……

事与愿违

2009-12-11T19:48:00.003+08:00

很多事情来得总在不对的时候，学习着去接受这一切；一切的错过和回忆。有很多事以前很想做但能力不允许，到现在有能力时却和以前的不一样了。就是这样，想的事情都是和期望想看到的结果是有一段的差距的。身边的朋友都在改变，变得无理取闹，变得糊里糊涂，做的跟之前讲的都不一样。之前说得怎么斩钉截铁，到现在反而是变本加厉，结果受伤的还是自己。

真的不可以跟着感觉走，再这样走下去只会迷失了自己……

Maybe~

2009-12-05T18:45:00.002+08:00

it's just the matter of timing? Not in good mood

Something

2009-11-19T22:53:00.005+08:00

Seems like my job is now marching into another stage, i've already start working alone after the 2 months of following my seniors. This few days working at alot places include klang, kajang, Taman Tun, and alot other places around kl area.

Office got 7 engineers include me, but 2 ppl went outstation left 5 in the office. Means we 5 ppl need to handle 7 ppl's job, workload started to get heavier. Luckily i'm not those tat stay in office to wait complaints come. (onli pro do this kinda job) I'm the lucky 1 tat doing installations, and some basic de routine services. Sumtimes i do get some job tat is total new for me. Without my HP and my laptop's notes i really will hang myself. Luckily got ppl to call and ask if i faced problems.

So far... the workload will only start to get back to normal after the mid of Dec. The weather is bad or to say extremely bad this few weeks. Always get wet in the rain when go client site, (lazy take umbrella) then sit in aircond room for around few hours then get wet again after work. Every morning i have to drag my body up to office.

Today is the worst day, i forgot to set my alarm end up 830 onli wake up. Then rush to office to meet colleague to have our breakfast as usual. After working i notice breakfast is a must before start working. If tat particular day i din have my breakfast i surely won't have the motivation or the will to work. BREAKFAST ROCKS!!!

Will continue my learning process by doing it practically. More sites alone = more experience gained!

Doing work alone!

2009-11-11T00:18:00.004+08:00

Today morning my colleague ask me to go over a client site alone to do sumthing tat should be easy. I traveled over n start calling my colleague about how to do the work n confirm the method of doing it. After the work, i feel so happy cos this is my 1st job doing alone. Luckily no ppl complaint about the job and i think i did it quite fast just need to practice more to improve on the speed of my work.

2morow i'll go over Banting Jugra to start setting up my "baby". Gonna be a hard day i think. I'll try my best to finish all of them in 1 day hopefully. I really need to catch up my work and programming faster d, need to handle more complaints in the future. 2morow will be a super bz day for me, after the work in Banting need to go MV then after MV mayb need to go Cheras. Die hard!

After start working i found myself is getting more EMO but won't hold long. Mayb getting old and more stuffs to take care. No time for me to handle this kinda feeling issue. LOL

***Some people just not using their brain that their mom give them while birth! Stop bothering people tat should not be doing ur work! DO IT URSELF or else dun ever question how, when, where people will do it for u! I'm not born to do ur work while i'm not gaining any advantage over the work!***

Michael Jackson - Man in the Mirror

2009-11-05T23:53:00.006+08:00

麦克杰逊的改变世界从自己做起！《镜子里的人》绝对是十大大爱曲目之一，改变自己让世界变得更美好。正如我学长所说的：“不要尝试改变别人来迁就自己，试着改变自己来迎合别人”。

这个星期看完麦克的演唱会彩排(THIS IS IT)才感觉原来还有50岁的人可以又唱又跳。第一次看到这么投入在表演的人，讲究着每个音符、编曲。

整个演唱会的彩排，唯一美中不足的可能就是他的月球漫步没有发挥得淋漓尽致。可能是在养精蓄锐，打算在真正演唱会才拿出来吓人的吧~

这两首也是很棒的歌。歌词特别触动人心！

《Heal the World》

heal the world make it a better place, for you and for me and the entire human race

《Earth Song》

what about us!

R.I.P. MJ!

Sick soon?

2009-11-02T22:42:00.005+08:00

Chest n back is aching. Body get very warm, abit dizzy. Feel like gonna sick soon... Will sleep early today.

选择自己所爱，爱自己所选择

2009-10-31T01:50:00.001+08:00

选择了我的工作，至今没有后悔。只是有时候会想起自己怎么会选读资讯工艺，其实我真得喜欢的科目是数学和电子。但是，现在我的工作跟电子却息息相关。人说男人怕入错行，女人怕嫁错郎真的没错！

我很享受我现在的生活，至少没有再摊大手扳跟父母要钱了。现在的生活不算特别好，但是至少自供自足。最近又老了一岁，脑袋里想的真的和以前不一样了，不想再浪费时间，浪费每一分一秒。在24岁的生日许下了要努力工作，尽快考到Alcatel的证书，要在12月之前“下山”开始一个人工作！

以前的自己真的玩太多了，开始要为自己的前途着想，身边还没毕业的朋友要加油，毕业了的要想想自己的前途。最重要找到自己有兴趣的工作，不要想天下会有不劳而获的事，每一步都会留下一个脚印，见证自己的每一个选择！我自己也在努力着，加油吧朋友！

郁音绕梁

2009-10-23T00:48:00.005+08:00

郁可唯天生的歌者！从第一次听见她在超级女声所唱的《如果云知道》就已经为她的歌声吸引着。《如果云知道》已经成了郁可唯在超级女声的代表作。一流的唱功，一流的声线！期待着每个超女的专集……喜欢好听的声音的人都应该拥有的一张专辑！

失眠的夜晚

2009-10-20T00:48:00.002+08:00

最近失眠常常困扰着我，每次在夜深人静的时候总是无法入睡。身体确实很累，但就是睡不着，一点睡意都没有。现在已经是1252了……这个月已经是第二次了！

昨天听了一首歌，张靓颖的《画心》电影《画皮》的主题曲。很喜欢这首歌的歌词，不知不觉开始喜欢上中国歌手的歌。从以前的韩红，张靓颖到现在的郁可唯和黄英。他们的歌可以说没那么脍炙人口，但是就是可以让我反复地听很多很多遍都觉得不够。

开始对某些事情有着过度的期待，每天都在发白日梦。幻想着全部美好的事情都会降临在我身上，结果每次回到现实生活总是和想象的全然不同。咳！除了一声叹息也没有什么可以表达我现在的心情。

ME!

2009-10-17T22:51:00.005+08:00

My job:

zzz not feel like in the right mode this few days, the job i handle at Pudu bothering me too much! Always finding ppl to talk to but sadly no ppl replied. Haih...

worst come to worst, there is another big project start running next week. Sure is a super duper busy week next week. I understand this is the so called "working" life that i must get use to it.

My complaints:

Hope ppl around will start understand me, sumtimes msges that are not related to me and i don't really care is VERY annoying! Stop forwarding msges and wrong use the group channel inside MSN and also the conference in YM. U do not need to message the whole world that don't really care about wat's happening around u and do not relevant to the third party.

My thought:

So another 9 days+ it will end my 23rd year. Some pre-wishes b4 the day come.

1) Hope can gain weight till 62kg.

2) Hope can perform well in my current job

3) Hope can spare sumtime for gym session

4) Hope my every single dream comes true! LOL!!!!

So i expect some divers saw this post... and know wat's happening next, and wat shall "divers" do next ya! So end of story!

有些事一转身就是一辈子

2009-10-11T20:28:00.004+08:00

有些人一直没机会见，等有机会见了，却又犹豫了，相见不如不见。

有些事一直没机会做，等有机会了，却不想再做了。

有些话埋藏在心中好久，没机会说，等有机会说的时候，却说不出口了。

有些爱一直没机会爱，等有机会了，已经不爱了。

有些人很多机会相见的，却总找借口推脱，想见的时候已经没机会了。

有些话有很多机会说的，却想着以后再说，要说的时候，已经没机会了。

有些事有很多机会做的，却一天一天推迟，想做的时候却发现没机会了。

有些爱给了你很多机会，却不在意没在乎，想重视的时候已经没机会爱了。

人生有时候，总是很讽刺。

一转身可能就是一世。

说好永远的，不知怎么就散了。最后自己想来想去竟然也搞不清当初是什么原因分开彼此的。然后，你忽然醒悟，感情原来是这么脆弱的。经得起风雨，却经不起平凡；本来风雨同舟，天晴便各自散了。也许只是赌气，也许只是因为小小的事。幻想着和好的甜蜜，或重逢时的拥抱，那个时候会是边流泪边捶打对方，还傻笑着。该是多美的画面。

没想到的是，一别竟是一辈子了。

于是，各有各的生活，各自爱着别的人。曾经相爱，现在已互不相干。

即使在同一城市，也不曾再相逢。某一天某一刻，走在同一条路上，也看不见对方。先是感叹，后来是无奈。

也许你很幸福，因为找到另一个适合自己的人。

也许你不幸福，因为可能你这一生就只有那个人真正用心在你身上。

很久很久，没有对方的消息，也不再想起这个人，也不想再想起这些事了。

Work is FUN!

2009-10-09T20:50:00.003+08:00

Today almost whole day i'm playing with a call billing system and an alcatel OXE 4400 machine. During lunch time we 4 engineer went out eat and start complaining about our problems and making some joke. Then our "dai ko"'s (HoD) come out join us lunch. Actually we already finished our lunch but we still wait for them sambil steal bone.

Then 2 very gorgeous lady aged around 24+ come to the cafeteria with few people. Then 1 of my HoD start eyeing on her and whisper to us... "nah! this is leng lui lar". Then 1 of my colleague make a joke and tell us. “靓女，你有笔吗？” if she say GOT then follow by “可以给我你的电话号码吗？” if she say NO then we can say “不要紧，我有，可以给我你的电话号码吗？”. Then we all already laughing like !@#$%^&*. Then one of the HoD came back from answering a call and ask what we all laughing at? Then my HoD repeat what my colleague say VERY LOUD “靓女，你有笔吗？” if she say GOT then follow by “可以给我你的电话号码吗？” if she say NO then we can say “不要紧，我有，可以给我你的电话号码吗？”

We all laughed like nobody care and suddenly the one of the lady came to our table and asked... “卫生纸还有用吗？”. Then the HoD answers “没有，没有，还以为你要过来借笔”. ROFL!!!!

Super funny HoD!

Stories of WORK, n pre-birthday thought

2009-10-08T00:30:00.003+08:00

I've learned a few phrase in my company:-

1. Oi gam meh? (cantonese)

2. Anything working don't touch

3. Fast fast finish it and close it dun let ppl see

So far this week my work is still consider okay for me... just i need to drive more to get the mileage for my claim next month. Hoping to work alone so i'll learn faster.

Since this week there is another issue is bothering me so much. Can't concentrate during my work and I've been thinking of it quite often since it is surfaced. Hope that the "lines" really comes true after 2 weeks later.

Gonna have my birthday soon, looking forward that i can pass it in a special way instead of the usual way for 23 years. Guess that i really like to HOPE too much... Dream will comes true on the day when it is the DAY!

It's only Thursday tomorrow, 8/10/2009 still got another 23 days to go until the end of October. Continue your work and stop picturing your brain around. Work work...

无题

2009-09-22T02:02:00.003+08:00

我的朋友说我是“劳碌命”。因为我回到芙蓉整天都在投诉很闷……连他们都顶不顺我了。呵呵

回到芙蓉基本上都是睡觉。其中一天我早上0430睡0630醒，接着0730睡1100醒，接着1500睡1630醒，接着1730睡2100醒，接着0200又睡。简直就是乱来睡！其实，因为我的爸妈去了台湾，然后家里有没有人所以我才可以这么乱来 :D

在芙蓉，很多时候我不是对着电脑，就是对着枕头。家里又没人，想找个人来讲话都难。真得很矛盾，做工的时候想着放假，放假的时候却又想着做工。很想回去公司，最少还有几台伺服器可以任由我玩。希望可以来得及在过年时拿到花红，然后才有钱去台湾旅行。

下个星期，我应该是没回来芙蓉了，因为星期六要上班，星期天约了朋友去爬水晶山。除非有什么特别的变数吧。

GOD (Good Old Days)

2009-09-20T03:25:00.002+08:00

小学的我是个顽皮的捣蛋，是校长室的常客。我的英雄事迹包括：-

在班上丢粉笔
敲学校的钟
没交功课
弄哭女生
下课时离开学校去买零食
还有很多很多

很想念小学的时候，每逢下课。pepsi cola 123，打弹珠，追追，飞机跳跳，面包跳跳。（还有一个在沙地画格子然后分两队，一对要挡另外一对从一端跑到另外一端）忘了叫什么。小学的时光，已经过去剩下的只有回忆。

花的话

2009-09-14T01:38:00.001+08:00

别忘了她这样看着我说
她想到天涯去看看去走走
那是在三月花儿正盛开的时候
要她不走那时真难开口

世界很大你不要去太久
我说外面的路难走人心险恶
要是说在外若有不如意的时候
三月的花想想他们吧

三月花花有话是我心里那些话
她是我无怨无悔甘心付出一生的牵挂
三月花花的话是我心里那些话
我在这花开的地方等你回家

这世界很大你不要去太久
我说外面的路难走人心险恶
要是说在外若有不如意的时候
三月的花想想他们吧

三月花花有话是我心里那些话
他是我无怨无悔甘心付出一生的牵挂
三月花花的话是我心里那些话
我在这花开的地方等你嘿嘿

三月花花有话是我心里那些话
他是我无怨无悔甘心付出一生的牵挂
三月花花的话是我心里那些话
我在你出发的地方等你
我在这花开的地方等你回家

It Bleeds

2009-09-11T00:52:00.003+08:00

Wound bleeding... Just like usual.

The only thing different is there are no plaster to stick on the wounds. End up leave it like tat... Until i finish work n wash hand i onli notice my palm, fingers, hand, arm all being cut by the metal case when i was arranging the wire n the cables.

I've been working in a very bad environment this few days. No aircond, no window, freaking hot sauna. I think i'll lose alot fat this few days. Another few days to spend in the environment until the installation of the hardware ends.

I missed the server room n the office air conditioner! Hope the cuts on my hand will get well soon. Or to say... i need to be more careful in the future to avoid the cuts? I've been dem careless on in the installation n everything. Gonna focus more n avoiding attraction from others.

Hope my hand get well soon. ***friend say plaster will make the cuts get worst

Radiant 1st week

2009-09-06T02:03:00.002+08:00

woot... I like my job! feel good...

1st week learn alot bout philips n alcatel de servers. Travel alot this few days. My head of Department gave me 2 laptops to choose, a new laptop bag. Then on friday, my HoD gave me all the tools it's around 800 bucks in total and asked me go buy screwdrivers, spannars, n pliers. Gonna claim all the bills later.

next week gonna learn more n i need to buy a book to record down all the important codes n notes. the book will become my BIBLE in the future!

radiant

2009-09-03T01:55:00.005+08:00

This is the company I working currently, I quite like the working environment so far. Can learn alot electrical de things, Electrical & Electronic is the field i wish to study, but no ppl wan take me in.

1st working day... STUDY manual plus go client SITE then STUDY again!

2nd working day... test OXO server quite a new thing for me to arrange the extensions and play around with the server then went out client SITE again learned alot today.

3rd working day... heard my HOD say i need to go client site for installation. Hope can pick up all the servers as soon as possible.

Alcatel, Philips... I going to pawn u both!

仙剑3 aka PAL3 in the town

2009-08-24T00:45:00.002+08:00

仙剑3 will catch anyone's attention, after 2 days+ of 仙剑ing or we PALing... end up this is the most funny msg of all. + there are alot technologies using in the old old days, which is LCD, recorder, FLYING ship, transport item through gateway, GPS, walkie talkie ROFL alot more items to laugh at... NO regret movie nice story + actors!

张芸京 - 偏爱

2009-08-22T00:14:00.004+08:00


张芸京 - 偏爱

把昨天都作废现在你在我眼前
我想爱请给我机会
如果我错了也承担认定你就是答案
我不怕谁嘲笑我极端

相信自己的直觉
顽固的仍不喊累
爱上你我不撤退

我说过我不闪躲我非要这麽做
讲不听也偏要爱更努力爱让你明白
没有别条路能走你决定要不要陪我

讲不听偏爱看我感觉爱
等你的依赖对你偏爱
痛也很愉快
等你的依赖

不后悔有把握我不闪躲我非要这麽做
讲不听也偏要爱更努力爱让你明白
没有别条路能走你决定要不要陪我
讲不听偏爱看我感觉爱
等你的依赖对你偏爱
痛也很愉快

在48小时里看完37集的仙剑奇侠传三，然后就开始找它的原声带。我最爱的一首歌……很喜欢仙剑的剧集，从仙剑一到现在的仙剑三。超级棒的原声带！痛也很愉快！！

10 things I hate about you

2009-08-13T01:28:00.004+08:00

Suddenly remind me about a movie, a very touching movie. The poem inside the movie will melt everyone!

I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car, I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big, dumb combat boots and the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick — It even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you're always right. I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh — Even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it that you're not around. And the fact that you didn't call.
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you — Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.

Wish to tell u

2009-08-13T01:17:00.004+08:00

Wish to tell you that I trying my best,

wish to tell you that I changing myself,

wish to tell you that what's happening around me,

but wat I wish to tell u most is be happy and I'll always be around when you need me.

Tagged by Vivian

2009-08-12T02:27:00.002+08:00

遊戲規則：1、被點名的人在我空間將這篇文章轉載到自己空間中，然後在編輯，刪去我的答案，要在自己的Q空間裡寫下自己的答案，然後傳給其他人，列出個需要回答問題的人的名字，通知對方被點名了，被點名者不得拒絕回答問題，完成遊戲的人將會永遠得到大家的祝福。2 、這個人要在自己的Q空間裡註明是從哪裡接到問題的，並且再想一個題目傳給其他個人，讓幸福的遊戲繼續下去。3 、不能回傳，否則犯規！4 、被點到名字的人將得到大家的祝福，並且所有的美麗願望都會在不久後實現。5、請點10個朋友, 不准不點，點完後請通知那10個老朋友他們被點！T

★.PART ONE

Q01、你的大名？★ 苏俊彰

Q02、你認為什麼才算是真正幸福？★ 和喜欢的人在一起

Q03、你們覺得友情重要還是愛情重要，為什麼？★ 爱情，因为有些事情朋友是不会了解的

Q04、你相信天長地久嗎？★ 相信

Q05、你現在過得快樂麼？★ 不快乐

Q06、如果有秘密，你真的會做到坦白的告訴對方嗎？★ 不会

Q07、喜歡小Baby嗎？★ 还好

Q08、覺得友情是永遠的麼？★ 是

Q09、希望自己多大結婚？★ 卅二之前

Q10、你會為他做自己從來不會做的事情？★ 会

Q11、你覺得女生捲髮好還是直發好？★ 直发

Q12、最想去哪裡旅遊？★ 挪威

Q13、一輩子都不會忘記的事？★ 中学的时光

Q14、如果愛一個人，是不是要拼命挽回他？ ★ 不是

Q15、看到天空你想起的第一個人是誰？★ 自己

Q16、你會愛他一輩子麼？★ 会

Q17、喜歡你的人和你喜歡的人，你會選哪個？★ 我喜欢的人

Q18、你會以何種方式表現你對他（她）的愛？★ 守候

Q19、如果看到自己最愛的人熟睡在你面前你會做什麼？抱著他？★ 静静的看着她

Q20、如果你想痛扁一個人，你希望那個人是？★ 不知道，但是肯定那个人会死吧……

Q21、你會後悔過自己的決定嗎？★ 有时

Q22、現在最迷什麼？★ 爬山

Q23、你是好孩子嗎？★ 不是

Q24、覺得愛情和麵包哪個重要？★ 面包

Q25、如果你失戀了你會怎麼樣？★ 自闭

Q26、如果你的BF（GF）經常不回家的話，你會怎樣？★ “等下送你回家”

Q27、现在给你勇气，你最想做些什么事？★ 找工

★.PART TWO

Q01、是誰傳給你這份問卷的?★ Vivian Choo

Q02、你們認識多久呢？★ 忘记了

Q03、TA對你來說重要嗎？★ 重要

Q04、你與TA的關係是？★ 朋友

Q05、請問TA的興趣是？★ msn dota?

Q06、你覺得TA的個性如何？★ Notti

Q07、TA在你心目中是幾分？★ 70%

Q08、睡覺前第一件事？開風扇？喝水？★ 管电脑屏幕

Q09、你的偶像？★ 张惠妹

Q10、你喜歡的季節？★ 秋天

Q11、你打工麼？★ 打过

Q12、打工次數？★ 不少

Q13、你想去的國家？★ 挪威，问过了！

Q14、你討厭什麼樣的個性？★ 车大炮

Q15、你會抽煙麼？★ 曾经

Q16、你會喝酒麼？★ 不常

Q17、你常哭麼？★ 不

Q18、你常笑麼？★ 恩

Q19、你喜歡去哪玩？★ 哪里都可以

Q20、去玩時喜歡自己一個人去麼？★ 有时

Q21、是假日時你都睡到幾點？★ 中午

Q22、今天的天氣是？★ 闷热

Q23、你們知道最遠的距離是什麽嗎？★ 你在我面前，却不知道我爱你？

★.PART THREE

Q1、我的BGM好听么？★ 没听完过

Q2、你的皮包里有什么说说吧★ 现金，卡片，证件

Q3、你生命中最重要的人是？★ 家人

Q4、啥东西是你喜欢吃的呀？★ 好吃的

Q5、现在有喜欢的人吗？★ 应该是没有

Q6、你還喜歡他(她)嗎?★ 恩

Q7、你觉得我坏吗？★ Vivian 很坏

★ 被点者：

ah boi

Catryn

Juno

WengKee

TeckChee

XiaoTing

HuiXian

Karmen

Mira

Ame

Last exam in PD~

2009-07-30T19:00:00.006+08:00

Graduation photo? Hmmm..... not really... Celebration photo after the last exam in Block PD. 2006-2009 UTAR - Business Information System Tutorial group 1, 2, 3.

Group Photo 1

Group Photo 2

Group Photo 3

Tutorial Group 1

Tutorial Group 2 + 4 T1 guys

Thanks for borrowing assignments around during assignment weeks XD

Kitty Lydia with the "4"

Wengkee, Lonely, TC

Lydia n TC

Best of luck for all the survivors in UTAR!!!