Sunday, January 20, 2013

为什么 vs 遗憾

为什么? 

但是又有几个问题会有答案呢?这答案理由有多少个是对的呢?所以,失败过的人想的东西往往跟平常人都不一样(都带着最坏的打算)。因为他们常常都会在保护自己,不要让自己有所谓的“伤害”和“遗憾”,结果让自己失去更多。

结果留下的还只是一堆……遗憾!

船与避风港

曾经以前跟你很接近,
但发觉其实我只是你的避风港.
当船只避完风后,
我们已经没有任何关系,
船只总要出航.

想回到过去

感觉上,在中学时期是最简单的,没有任何的勾心斗角的事。在学长团的日子里,很多事情都可以找人倾诉,就算一个很普通的朋友都会看得出我的心情。现在,就算心情不好却什么也做不了,就算不喜欢的都要硬着头皮的坦然接受。

直到今天早上,睡醒时,听了刘力扬的《我就是这样》感觉才好了一点。我就是这样,注定和你不一样。每个人都有自己喜欢的,讨厌的事物。可能每个人看东西的角度都不一样,一样的图片,每个人看见的东西都不一样。所以在生活里,我尝试改变自己来迁就别人,慢慢的我开始迷失了自己。我不想在当迁就别人的那个人!

中学的时光是最美的,希望回到学校,睡在篮球场,食堂,学长室的日子。在学长室通宵,早上穿着便服在食堂吃早餐,在学长室里换上制服。学长室的每个角落都有着很特别的记忆。想要回到在皇家山的露营时的感觉,七个人睡在两张单人床、雨中送饭、48小时没有睡过觉、全体筹委掌上压。

时光如果可以倒流,最想回到芙中学长团的日子。现在只有一个字形容-“烦”。

Tuesday, January 8, 2013

What you expecting?

So this is the 1st post for the year 2013! What are you expecting? While I'll tell you what I expecting!

First of all, I think I'm having too much stress during my work at 2012 cause I think I'm getting less than what I should get. In fact I'm getting lots more work and jobs to be done compare to my payslip figure. I've survived my UC certification at 2011, and this year I'm having my OpenTouch exam for 2 papers. Hope this year I can see better figure on my payslip.

Last year I've finished the 28km Penang Rainforest Hash Challenge run, this year the upcoming running event will be the PH3 Hash Challenge 42km. In fact I still having my honeymoon and refuse to start my training. I think I shall start the training before CNY to make sure I'm fit enough for this super long run or to say super long jog. SJC, please get your ass off the chair and start exercise and running!

I'm expecting a lot of undone stuffs and ideas to be done on this 2013. So this is the list to be fulfil throughout 2013.

  1. Better management for my saving
  2. Gears - Tent, hammock, tools for camping and so
  3. Planning on the business idea hopefully done by this year and start next
  4. Read 12 books per year. 
  5. Get myself real fit and ready for the next run! Ultra(100km) on 2014 hopefully
  6. Research for my future car or house
So what you expecting from WATERLEG?