选择自己所爱，爱自己所选择

选择了我的工作，至今没有后悔。只是有时候会想起自己怎么会选读资讯工艺，其实我真得喜欢的科目是数学和电子。但是，现在我的工作跟电子却息息相关。人说男人怕入错行，女人怕嫁错郎真的没错！

我很享受我现在的生活，至少没有再摊大手扳跟父母要钱了。现在的生活不算特别好，但是至少自供自足。最近又老了一岁，脑袋里想的真的和以前不一样了，不想再浪费时间，浪费每一分一秒。在24岁的生日许下了要努力工作，尽快考到Alcatel的证书，要在12月之前“下山”开始一个人工作！

以前的自己真的玩太多了，开始要为自己的前途着想，身边还没毕业的朋友要加油，毕业了的要想想自己的前途。最重要找到自己有兴趣的工作，不要想天下会有不劳而获的事，每一步都会留下一个脚印，见证自己的每一个选择！我自己也在努力着，加油吧朋友！

郁音绕梁

郁可唯天生的歌者！从第一次听见她在超级女声所唱的《如果云知道》就已经为她的歌声吸引着。《如果云知道》已经成了郁可唯在超级女声的代表作。一流的唱功，一流的声线！期待着每个超女的专集……喜欢好听的声音的人都应该拥有的一张专辑！

失眠的夜晚

最近失眠常常困扰着我，每次在夜深人静的时候总是无法入睡。身体确实很累，但就是睡不着，一点睡意都没有。现在已经是1252了……这个月已经是第二次了！

昨天听了一首歌，张靓颖的《画心》电影《画皮》的主题曲。很喜欢这首歌的歌词，不知不觉开始喜欢上中国歌手的歌。从以前的韩红，张靓颖到现在的郁可唯和黄英。他们的歌可以说没那么脍炙人口，但是就是可以让我反复地听很多很多遍都觉得不够。

开始对某些事情有着过度的期待，每天都在发白日梦。幻想着全部美好的事情都会降临在我身上，结果每次回到现实生活总是和想象的全然不同。咳！除了一声叹息也没有什么可以表达我现在的心情。

ME!

ME

My job:

zzz not feel like in the right mode this few days, the job i handle at Pudu bothering me too much! Always finding ppl to talk to but sadly no ppl replied. Haih...

worst come to worst, there is another big project start running next week. Sure is a super duper busy week next week. I understand this is the so called "working" life that i must get use to it.

My complaints:

Hope ppl around will start understand me, sumtimes msges that are not related to me and i don't really care is VERY annoying! Stop forwarding msges and wrong use the group channel inside MSN and also the conference in YM. U do not need to message the whole world that don't really care about wat's happening around u and do not relevant to the third party.

My thought:

So another 9 days+ it will end my 23rd year. Some pre-wishes b4 the day come.

1) Hope can gain weight till 62kg.

2) Hope can perform well in my current job

3) Hope can spare sumtime for gym session

4) Hope my every single dream comes true! LOL!!!!

So i expect some divers saw this post... and know wat's happening next, and wat shall "divers" do next ya! So end of story!

有些事 一转身就是一辈子

有些人一直没机会见，等有机会见了，却又犹豫了，相见不如不见。

有些事一直没机会做，等有机会了，却不想再做了。

有些话埋藏在心中好久，没机会说，等有机会说的时候，却说不出口了。

有些爱一直没机会爱，等有机会了，已经不爱了。

有些人很多机会相见的，却总找借口推脱，想见的时候已经没机会了。

有些话有很多机会说的，却想着以后再说，要说的时候，已经没机会了。

有些事有很多机会做的，却一天一天推迟，想做的时候却发现没机会了。

有些爱给了你很多机会，却不在意没在乎，想重视的时候已经没机会爱了。

人生有时候，总是很讽刺。

一转身可能就是一世。

说好永远的，不知怎么就散了。最后自己想来想去竟然也搞不清当初是什么原因分开彼此的。然后，你忽然醒悟，感情原来是这么脆弱的。经得起风雨，却经不起平凡；本来风雨同舟，天晴便各自散了。也许只是赌气，也许只是因为小小的事。幻想着和好的甜蜜，或重逢时的拥抱，那个时候会是边流泪边捶打对方，还傻笑着。该是多美的画面。

没想到的是，一别竟是一辈子了。

于是，各有各的生活，各自爱着别的人。曾经相爱，现在已互不相干。

即使在同一城市，也不曾再相逢。某一天某一刻，走在同一条路上，也看不见对方。先是感叹，后来是无奈。

也许你很幸福，因为找到另一个适合自己的人。

也许你不幸福，因为可能你这一生就只有那个人真正用心在你身上。

很久很久，没有对方的消息，也不再想起这个人，也不想再想起这些事了。

Work is FUN!

Today almost whole day i'm playing with a call billing system and an alcatel OXE 4400 machine. During lunch time we 4 engineer went out eat and start complaining about our problems and making some joke. Then our "dai ko"'s (HoD) come out join us lunch. Actually we already finished our lunch but we still wait for them sambil steal bone.

Then 2 very gorgeous lady aged around 24+ come to the cafeteria with few people. Then 1 of my HoD start eyeing on her and whisper to us... "nah! this is leng lui lar". Then 1 of my colleague make a joke and tell us. “靓女，你有笔吗？” if she say GOT then follow by “可以给我你的电话号码吗？” if she say NO then we can say “不要紧，我有，可以给我你的电话号码吗？”. Then we all already laughing like !@#$%^&*. Then one of the HoD came back from answering a call and ask what we all laughing at? Then my HoD repeat what my colleague say VERY LOUD “靓女，你有笔吗？” if she say GOT then follow by “可以给我你的电话号码吗？” if she say NO then we can say “不要紧，我有，可以给我你的电话号码吗？”

We all laughed like nobody care and suddenly the one of the lady came to our table and asked... “卫生纸还有用吗？”. Then the HoD answers “没有，没有，还以为你要过来借笔”. ROFL!!!!

Super funny HoD!

Stories of WORK, n pre-birthday thought

I've learned a few phrase in my company:-

1. Oi gam meh? (cantonese)

2. Anything working don't touch

3. Fast fast finish it and close it dun let ppl see

So far this week my work is still consider okay for me... just i need to drive more to get the mileage for my claim next month. Hoping to work alone so i'll learn faster.

Since this week there is another issue is bothering me so much. Can't concentrate during my work and I've been thinking of it quite often since it is surfaced. Hope that the "lines" really comes true after 2 weeks later.

Gonna have my birthday soon, looking forward that i can pass it in a special way instead of the usual way for 23 years. Guess that i really like to HOPE too much... Dream will comes true on the day when it is the DAY!

It's only Thursday tomorrow, 8/10/2009 still got another 23 days to go until the end of October. Continue your work and stop picturing your brain around. Work work...